𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒 || 𝟏𝐒𝐓 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 ||

Chapter 1

~Madison~
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1 day ago
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''I can't believe that Nate and Emily are together'' I dramatically gasp at the post that popped up on my instagram of my ex and his new girlfriend.

''I know right? When I saw this I literally couldn't believe my eyes.'' Avery took the phone away from me to look at the picture of them practically naked while making out. Gross as fuck.

''Forget about those, we need to go live!!! We haven't gone in forever and I missed it.'' Elenor winced siping onto some more fine wine.

''I am not in the mood'' I rasp a bit too rude for my own liking, however, I couldn't help myself, everything seems to be turning out like shit for me. I hop on the kitchen counter, playing with a few strand of my hair.

''Stop crying over that bitch'' Elenor rolls her eyes at me, waving her hand in the air as if she was dismissing me.

''Does it look like I'm crying?'' I roll my eyes at her, just like she did to me, and in all honesty it's not like I would actually cry over him. What's done is done.

''No, but it looks like you want to kill someone.. and that someone is either Nate or Emily'' Elenor hops on the counter beside me.

''Or both'' Avery raised an eyebrow and Elenor nodded in agreement with her, ''I'm not becoming a killer —at least not for those two—.''

Avery continued on eating the ice cream she has been trying to devour for the past 20 minutes while Elenor kept pulling on my arm, desperately wanting to go live. ''Fine let's go live then.'' I exclaim annoyed.

''Okay, I'm going on my account'' Elenor voice was excited as she jumped off the counter placing her phone to lean on a stack of paper for support.

''3.. 2... 1..!'' She counts down.

''Hi guys!!'' Her and Avery squeal.

I'm not the type to cry over a guy, but Nate got with Emily only two weeks after we broke up, it just really makes me question if he really even cares —or at least cared— for me. I wouldn't be surprised if he cheated on me while we were in a relationship.

I'm not heartbroken or anything I'm just mad I made a fool of myself.

It was more of a way to prove myself that I'm truly loveable and that I'm not someone you can simply forget and toss away like a piece of garbage. It's humiliating, not only that but people seem to be starting to suspect shit while others are already making theories up; ''she's pregnant with his child'' ''he left her on the streets for a stripper'' and it just kept getting worse and worse.

Elenor was talking about something but I wasn't paying attention whatsoever on what.

''Why is Maddison sad?'' Avery repeats after what I supposed is a question from a fan.

''She's not, she just exhausted from shooting today.'' Elenor says quickly. Way too quickly. I don't know if it was just be being a paranoid bitch but it sounded dishonest—it's not exactly dishonest— a part of it is true.