𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒 || 𝟏𝐒𝐓 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 ||

Chapter 5

~Aria~
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I wake up seeing HIM looking at me.

No... no...no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

It can't happen.

Not again.

''GET AWAY FROM ME I SCREM'' curling myself into a bowl.

''What the fuck? I'm not gonna do anything to you'' he tried reaching out to me but I quickly push him away.

''Don't touch me'' I say slowly moving further and further away from him.

''I'm not gonna hurt you'' he says before putting one arm on my shoulder to make me stay still and one hand on my chin to make me look up at him.

''Hey, hey? Im not gonna hurt you?'' He looked at me with pity in his eyes.

Pity.

I am embarrassing and pitted.

I am a whore, slut, annoying, ugly and so much more.

''Look at me. Who hurt you?'' His eyes turn dark.. just like their eyes were.. no.. no.

''Please don't hurt me..'' I sob slightly.

''Madison, I'm not gonna hurt you.'' He holds my shoulders tightly.

''Tell me who the fuck did this to you.'' I don't say anything. Even if his not gonna hurt me, I don't trust him. I don't trust anyone anymore.

That night will always be my worse nightmare.

I'm scared.

And I'm so fucking tired of being scared all the time.

He gets up and leaves the room angry after he seen I'm not saying anything.

I start sobbing my eyes out as flash backs of the past events from 4 years ago began appearing again.

''NO I SAID'' I scream. ''I said no'' i turn my face away ''please.. no..''

Those words... that I screamed over and over again.

''your a whore, a slut. Your nothing but a bank account with money and a pretty face and body''

''I'm not a whore.. I'm not a slut..'' I whisper to myself.

''Madison..?'' Avery whispered from behind the door.

''Can we come in?'' Elenor asks, I can feel the pain their voices, they've been there through my worst. I don't know what I would without them. I just don't want them to worry about me. Not again.

''No, please leave me alone'' I manage to make my voice normal for them to go away.

They listened and went away.

~Elenor~
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We quietly leave her door and go back in the living room where the boys are.