Chapter 35

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(TW: mentions of abuse, mentions of sh & scars, intense bullying, mentions of suicide, f slur)

поет🥀

misch<3: noel
misch<3: i love you very much
misch<3: you are good friend to me
misch<3: but
misch<3: i have serious question for u

поет🥀: yeah??

misch<3: y u have cuts??

поет🥀: wdym?

misch<3: you have scars on arm and leg
misch<3: y

поет🥀: no reason
поет🥀: how'd u know??

misch<3: saw on foto you sent

поет🥀: oh
поет🥀: i swear i was wearing a hoodie

misch<3: nope
misch<3: im just crious

поет🥀: its fine
поет🥀: just because of reasons

misch<3: what reason??

поет🥀: just reasons
поет🥀: if i tell you, you have to swear not to tell anyone.

misch<3: i swear on oceans life

поет🥀: you have to swear on something valuable

misch<3: swear on your life

поет🥀: thats not valuable

misch<3: it is to me

поет🥀: okay
поет🥀: fuck ive never told anyone this
поет🥀: sorry

misch<3: its ok
misch<3: take as much time as u need.

поет🥀: my mums an alcoholic
поет🥀: when stuff happens, she gets mad
поет🥀: like, really mad.
поет🥀: and when she gets mad, then i get upset
поет🥀: and i distract myself
поет🥀: by hurting myself
поет🥀: im sorry
поет🥀: fuck
поет🥀: misch im so sorry

misch<3: im sorry noel
misch<3: i love u lot
misch<3: is okay because
misch<3: we have matching wound

поет🥀: you hurt yourself too??

misch<3: no
misch<3: but we have matching wounds on souls and hearts
misch<3: youv been through stuff that noone should
misch<3: im sorry noel
misch<3: i love u a lot

поет🥀: i love you too
поет🥀: im sorry
поет🥀: i wont do it again

misch<3: dont say that
misch<3: cuz u wil
misch<3: but thats ok
misch<3: cuz ur human
misch<3: and hunans make mustakes

поет🥀: i need to hug you sm rn

misch<3: pls do

поет🥀: where'd you live im gonna hunt you down and hug you

misch<3: canada

поет🥀: where in canada

misch<3: in a town called
misch<3: ur mom 🔥

поет🥀: so creative

misch<3: ik 😎
misch<3: r u ok now??
misch<3: when did u last hurt urself??

поет🥀: earlier

misch<3: today??

поет🥀: im sorry
поет🥀: i needed a distraction
поет🥀: im so sorry

misch<3: from wat???

поет🥀: just these kids from my school keep emailing me from a private account telling me to do stuff.

misch<3: noel
misch<3: what did they say

поет🥀: ill copy and paste it

misch<3: K

поет🥀: hey fag, hows life?? good huh?? shouldn't be. you know at this point idk why your still here lmaoooo i mean like bro noone likes you, you have no friends, EVEN YOUR MUM HATES YOUUUU. just fucking die already, literally noone wants you here. You think just cause your hanging out with that ukranian dude then that makes you all tough?? we're gonna find you when you need him most and we're gonna fucking end you. yours, the last face you'll ever see alive.
поет🥀: they've made a petition telling me to kill myself
поет🥀: more than half of the school signed so far

misch<3: I will kil them first
misch<3: i wil protext you
misch<3: noel
misch<3: if u need help then txt me
misch<3: il always be here 4 u
misch<3: matching wound remember???

поет🥀: <3

misch<3: <3

поет🥀: i love you so much

misch<3: i love u to noel

поет🥀: i need to meet up w/ u

misch<3: what if you already havs??

поет🥀: what?

misch<3: im kiding

поет🥀: oh okay
поет🥀: i got excited then ngl

misch<3: sorry
misch<3: can i make it up 2 u?

поет🥀: go on

misch<3: i will do it with my magic.

поет🥀: your magic??

misch<3: obviously‼️💥
misch<3: wana see trick???

поет🥀: okay

misch<3: look outside

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Noel looked outside to see Mischa waving at him with a smile on his face.

"you little shit.." noel whispered under his breath, before unlocking the door and welcoming in his 'friend' into his house.

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