innocence (A One Direction Fanfic)

Chapter 10 - Feelings

KOURTNEY'S POV

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I woke up at about 8 am, in louis guest bedroom. Why wasnt i in lou's bed? someone knocked on the door. 'Come in' i called. They did. Louis sat down on the chair. 'Morning babe' he said. I smiled at him weakly. I had been talking to Niall, and he admitted that he and the boys were really worried that my babies are going to split up the band. He'd told me that they didnt want to hurt louis' feelings. 'Sophie i think the boys reaction was a lie'

'Me too'

He came over to me and sat on the bed. 'Kourt i will always love you, no matter what anyone else thinks' i smiled. He really did know how to make me feel better. 'Well how do we know that the boys are actually pissed off?' I asked. 'Good one, here' Lou said handing me his phone. He told me to ring each of the boys one by one, none answered. I rang Niall last, he was the one that I'd gone through all this with, surely he'd answer. But no, none of them answered. 'It's still early' i said, trying to cheer Lou up. He shook his head. 'Kourtney i am so sorry that this happened'

'Lou it's not your fault'

'I really am excited about our babies, but its not fair for me to make everyone ignore you'

I didnt say anything. I got out of bed and stood next to lou, he had been pacing up and down the room with stress. He took me by the waist and i rested on his chest. He pulled me closer, our bodies were touching. 'I love you kourtney'

'I love you too louis'

'Kourtney, lets go'

'Where?'

'Anywhere' what the heck is he suggesting?

That we... Run away?

'Lou thats not fair on anyone' he thought about it. 'I know' he sighed. I felt so guilty. He just wanted to get away from it all. I kissed him, but he seemed distant. I wasn't going to give up that easily. I deepened the kiss and he finally kissed me back, closing his eyes and turning his head. His hands moved down, he caressed my body as we made out. Our lips crashed and i knew that whatever faced us in the future, we could get through it. My hands made their way up his body, gripping his hair and fluffing it up. I put my hands behind his head and put my forehead together with his. He pouted at me because i broke the kiss. I giggled. He leaned into kiss me again and i couldn't resist, i kissed him like it was our first kiss, eliminating the stress lines on his forehead. We kissed like there was no tomorrow, he made me feel like the only girl in the world. I stopped and gazed into his beautiful blue eyes, he was so perfect. 'I love you' i said. He kissed me again, i dont know how he made me feel like this, but he knew exactly what to do, exactly when to do it, it was magnificent. 'I love you too' i said.

He picked me up and carried me downstairs. I shrieked as he carried me into the living room. 'SURPRISE!' Shouted liam, zayn,harry,sophie and...Niall! How dare they, they know i hate getting scared by surprises. They were all smiling, i was so confused. 'Bu- but you hate me!' Sobbed louis. Harry stepped forward. 'We don't hate you lou, we love you. This is your baby shower!' Oh my god. I thought everyone resented us, hated me for being pregnant. I couldn't believe it, even Niall was there! Although, it still didnt feel right beacuse Oliwia wasn't there. The boys sat on the sofa, and i sat on the opposite sofa. The boys were still cooing over louis, he blushed like a girl. I honestly had no idea, and we thought everyone hated us, we were going to run away even. 'Why didnt you answer your phones?' I said. 'They were on silent, or you would have heard them' replied zayn. Oh, of course! Why didnt i think? 'Here you are then darlin' said liam, handing me a box. I smiled and unwrapped it, to reveal two identical outfits in very small baby sizes. One said 'baby you light up my world' and the other said 'like nobody else'. I started to cry. 'Don't you like them?' Asked liam, hurt. 'No, Liam i love them. It's the thought that you put in, it's all a bit much' he came over to where i was sitting, and hugged me. I hugged him back. 'Thank you liam' i said. He sat down back on the other sofa, and the other boys handed me their gifts. I was so overwhelmed. From zayn, i got two mirrors, each with a section that you could put your baby's first lock. It made me smile. 'Thanks zayn' i said. From Niall, i got two small teddy bears, each with a jumper of the Irish flag on. They were so cute! From harry, i got a picture frame, he had put a picture in it of me and the boys. 'Aww haz, i love it' i said. And finally, from sophie, i got a mini wardrobe, with a selection of baby's shoes, hats and mittens. It was gorgeous. I started to cry again, and lou sat next to me. 'Thank you so much guys' he said for me. 'You guys should get ready, were going out' said Liam. He practically shoved us upstairs.

Lou and i got into his bedroom, he started to laugh. He picked me up and twirled me around, his nose on mine. 'This is amazing' he said. I couldn't say anything, i was elated. After he put me down, he kissed me harshly, and ran his fingers through my hair. I ruffed up his and then he got really rough, running his hands up and down my body. He lifted me up and i wrapped my legs around him, and he pinned me against the wall. I started to laugh. 'Were supposed to be getting ready!' I said. He didnt answer. He started kissing my neck. He returned to looking me in the eye, before our lips crashed together again. I heard the door open. It was harry. I tried to stop louis, but he hadn't noticed. I was still up against the wall and harry was gawping at Lou. He started to laugh. 'Hurry up you guys, we need to go soon' laughed harry. Louis stopped. He stared at harry and waved at him. Harry laughed at shut the door. Lou looked back at me and blushed. He kissed me again before putting me down, and leaving me to get ready. I was so happy that everyone had warmed to me and louis having children.

After i was ready, i went downstairs where everyone was sitting. We stood up and walked outside, where a limo waited for us. 'Oh my gosh!' I squealed. Sophie sat next to me, and said 'Harry told me what you were up to, no wonder it took so long for you to get ready!' I blushed. There was champagne in the limo, i only had one though. 'To kourt and lou' said niall, proposing a toast. 'Cheers' we chanted. Lou leaned over and kissed me. 'Oh come on guys!' Said harry. 'Do I need to say anything harry?' Sophie and harry both blushed. She went to sit on his knee. Niall was really quiet. 'Niall mate, what's wrong?' Asked zayn. 'I'm missing Oliwia' he said. 'Niall, were here for you yeah' zayn replied, hugging him. 'I know. Come on, lets just have a good time' smiled Niall. I admired his courage, he didnt want to spoil this for me.

We got to a fancy resturaunt, and looked out the window of the limo. Thousands of paparazzo stood outside, taking pictures. How the fuck did they find us? 'Shit' said Lou. The boys got out, followed by louis, then then me and sophie. The other four boys kept the pap busy, louis sophie and i ran around the back, but fans were chasing us. 'Run' said louis. I held kourtney's hand and we ran to the back exit of the building and got inside. There we met the other boys. 'We did it' said niall, he was clearly happy about it! A waiter lead us to our table.

'What's everyone eating?' Asked Niall. Harry rolled his eyes. 'I'm hungry' Niall added. We all laughed. This was going to be a time where i could just relax.