in my heart • transfer student

chapter 19

soobins pov :

Jasper invited me over to have a sleepover at his house.  I said yes and accepted the invite. I also been thinking that, I've been thinking about Jasper more often and like sort of a romantic type of way. Something in me just, like realized that I sort of developed a crush on him. I wanted to be with him all the time. It's crazy to think about since we're super close best friends. I think I'm crushing on him. This is my chance to be closer to him, hopefully.

I got jaspers text that I can come over anytime now. I brought my backpack to bring to his house. I only packed the necessary things. All of that. I went over to his house, I knocked and waited for him. He opened the door and I forgot how to react, I snapped out and said hey to him. He took me to his living room so we could watch some movies. I sat right next to him. He looked laid back but very nervous. I was still thinking about how I think I like him. He really brought joy to me. I couldn't imagine leaving him. I just something in my heart made me go crazy after him.  I kept thinking about that.

We kept watching these movies that look old and he told me these are " classics "  that I needed to watch. One movie is about a school about popular girls. I've heard of it before but never watched it before. But I got to see it and it was very entertaining and interesting to see too. It was also a funny movie to watch too. I was too invested into the movie and then I felt something on my shoulder and I looked over to see Jasper on my shoulder laying on it. I was confused but didn't mind if. I laid my head on his, we both didn't move for a good half hour and Jasper left to use the bathroom.

He came back from the bathroom and I forgot to mention to him about us going to a gas station to get some snacks, I just remembered about that and I told him. He also remembered and we both get up and went outside the door and walked over there. I didn't know where it was again but I just followed Jasper. I swinger my arm around since I was bored and then me and jaspers hand meet and I accidentally grabbed his hand bud we both didn't say nothing and we were holding hands while walking towards there until he ran and j ran after him. We both got tired after a minute of running so we just kept walking.

We finally get there and I opened the door for Jasper. He entered and I was shocked on how many chips they were. I couldn't decide on any though. It looked so unreal. I randomly chose a chip and Jasper kept taking photos of me and I chuckled it out since he was joking around. He was being playful with me. I chose a barbecue flavored chips and some lime flavored chips since they sounded so bizarre and maybe sour. I was up to try new things. Jasper picked out some hot cheetos and ice cream. Crazy combo but okay.

After we got our snacks I held the door for Jasper again, and we went on back home. I honestly want to hold his hand again. It feels so comforting and warm. But instead we were holding bags of food to carry. I sighed and I glanced over to Jasper and he was just, so joyful. He makes me feel so happy and good, he's so energetic and sweet. He's just the person that makes my day, anytime he's around me I instantly get into a good mood. Something about him just makes me like him even more.

We arrived at his places and we went back to binge watching old movies while eating our snacks. The movies he picked out was something else but interesting enough for me to watch it. We kept watching them until we got tired. We both wanted to get some sleep. He set his blanket and I wanted to be next to him so I placed mine next to his. I glanced over to his face to seem confused but he laid on his blanket and said nothing about it.

He laid down on his side and I laid on mine. We both said goodnight and he turned away from me. I looked at his direction, hoping that he would look in my way. After awhile he kept moving and he was close to me. I think he was asleep but, I held onto him and pulled him close to me and was laying next to him. I feel asleep and when I woke up we were still cuddling. I didn't make any sudden moments until he got up and he ran to the bathroom. I did something so crazy but, it was worth it. I was so tired in the moment but I got butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it.