in my heart • transfer student

chapter 12

jaspers pov

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I'm literally so embarrassed..... I can't even speak to him after he caught me when I almost stubbed down the stairs. My face was all red from embarrassment cause I tripped INFRONT of Choi. I was in distress in science class.

M : " now what the fuck is happening ey?"
Molly shouted at me

J : " literally NOTHING"
I shouted back at her.

M : " so? ANYWAYS! what are u like.. stressed about."

J : " it's the new kid, choi."

M : " do u think he's cute ? "

My mind stopped. I sat there. Do I really like him? I've been around him for a day. My face turned red thinking about him.

M : " EYY!! YOU DO LIKE HI- "

J : "SHUT THE FUCK UP!!"

J: " I don't knowwww, sigh."

M : " well I haven't seen him yet, barley.."

J : " I don't know okay, I mean he's sweet and all, and his smile is charming, his tall figure.."

M : " so you do like him."

J : " maybe, but what if he doesn't like me back. I don't want to be in distress. I'll at-least help him around, and like be his friend.."

M: " I'll at least help you try to get with him, I CANT BELIEVE YOU STILL LIKE HIM!' "

J : " ILL STILL DONT KNOW! but it'll be helpful to get with him."

M : " YESSS SEDUUCEE HIM!!"

J : " I AM NOT GOING TO SEDUCE HIM!"

M : " I mean you got a big plump sooo..."

J : " anyways.. I'm still so embarrassed from tripping INFRONT of him."

M : " OH MY GOD SHUT UP ABOUT IT."

J : " should I ask for his number or like Snapchat?.. or like insta. It'll be too weridddd.."

M : " GIRL I DONT KNOW, ask for it anyways."

J : " he goes on my bus too so I should ask him his like snap and sit with him, since we're like friends, and I'll just ask for it."

M : " YES OMGGG!!!! If he's not gay, you can just like CHANGE HIM!"

J : " OKAYYY now we're getting too insane."

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As science class ended and I had my next period with choi, I started to think, do I like him? Just thinking about it made me flustered. I couldn't stop thinking about him, not just even for a minute. I've been looking down at my converses and thinking about him next to him. I just wanted to scream.

Maybe I was developing a little crush on him. It wasn't harmful, maybe in the long run it'll hurt my mental being. But it was fun being in love. I just couldn't stop making all of the scenarios in my head, he's just I CANT.

I was waiting for him to get out of his math class I wasn't in, cause I'm dumb and can't do anything else. He came out of the door and I couldn't move, after realizing that I like him I feel all nervous and like, IN LOVE with him.

I nervously said hey, and he looked at me weird and chuckled it out. I punched his arm and got mad at him. He also looked like in a good mood, which now I am too.