in my heart • transfer student

chapter 20

jaspers pov:

So , I'm standing in my room just freaking out and panicking for ten minutes straight. When I woke up I was cuddling with choi.. I didn't know how to act correctly, I was surprised and super nervous. Like what would he think of me if he woke up and saw us cuddling!? I mean it has to be accidental! Unless he liked me which would have but very rare... but I'm still freaking out.

I took a deep sigh and went into the living room like nothing happened and laid next to him. I think he was still asleep, I'm not sure but seems like it. I was sweating and nervous at the same time. I was still thinking about us cuddling, I was so shocked in the minute I didn't know what to do and I was so stupid for not staying there.

I was so tired to think it even do anything. I tried to stay awake so I'd just do my skincare for now to wake me up. After that I felt more relaxed and a bit awake. I left the bathroom before Choi wakes up and noticed I'm gone. So I went downstairs as quiet and quick as I can be. I laid down next to him, not facing him just laying there thinking what he'll do.

I eventually went through a lot of ideas in my mind to see which option was the best. I know, I'd just make breakfast since it's the morning. So I got up, and looked around to see what to cook, I don't know how to what to cook.  All I can make is some chocolate pancakes and some eggs. So I'll just make that instead of a complicated meal. Easy, maybe but hopefully easy.

That's when Choi woke up and I heard him yawning while he got up and went to the bathroom. I almost burnt the food but I still made something. When he came back he looked at me and he went to me and looked what I was doing.

" what are you even making?" He said

" breakfast?..." I replied back.

" oh that's breakfast?.. I was confused for a second." He replied.

He patted my head and he sat down on the table on his phone. I was still making the pancakes trying to get the chocolate chips in there. I cooked it and tried my best for making it. After I was done I grabbed our plates and I put it on our table. It looked.. kind of unappetizing but I'll still eat it.

Choi ate the pancake and he has a confused but neutral smile. He said it was okay and I took a bite out of it, it was okay.. it's the best I ever done though! I'm still learning how to even cook and this is a big improvement for me at least. We both ate up the food though, after that we both were bored so I decided to grab a board game for us to entertain ourselves. I chose monopoly for some reason but doesn't matter anyways. I wasn't good at the game but Choi read the manual for a good five minutes and just somehow he beat me in the game in 20 minutes. I was so pressed too since I didn't even get a propriety too.

After we played the board game we went over to the couch to watch another movie that we were going to binge watch. I kept glancing at him just admiring him. It's just crazy that I'm right next to him, and even know him. My heart races anytime I stare at him for WAYY to long. He doesn't mind me looking at him, he doesn't even notice too.

I just kept thinking about Choi for the last day, he's just, I know he's the one. I can just feel it too. He's just so kind to me and he always wanted to hang with with me. He just gets me and knows me like so we'll. I'm just so head over heels for him.

Choi said he wanted to go out to a walk to the park to get some fresh air, of course I said yes. We both went in our pajamas just walking to the park looking like maniacs. He kept staring at me and just glancing at me. I felt flustered and I pretending not to notice. I wanted to hold his hand but it would be so awkward to...

I really couldn't do anything but just walk. I actually thought of this, I walked closer to him and closer, then I put my head on his arm while we were walking. He didn't mind I glanced at him and he looked like he was smiling. I blushed a little since I literally just did that. He didn't want to move his arm and we stayed like this until we were in the park.

I ran to the swings and so he did. He looked happy and joyful. I took several pictures of him and he looked like he was only here because of me, or he was just having fun. I enjoyed seeing him and the time we spent together. He'd always been so sweet to me. That's just what makes him so special to me.

We went in the slides and sled down. We were just having fun. I was just so glad that he actually cares about me. I was just so, so into him. That he's actually right there.

Afterwards we left and walked over to my house. While he was packing up he said to me.

" I really had a good time with you Jasper. It's been such a fun sleepover too." He said to me.

" oh no problem! I really had so much fun too. The most fun I've ever had with you." I replied back.

" we'll see you later! Don't do forget to send my all the photos, okay!" He said to me.

" of course! see you!" I replied back.

I closed the door with my heart pounding and I was so crushing on him. He's just the one for me. I couldn't stop thinking about him. He's always in my mind no matter what. I'm so in love with him.