Desi School Romance

Chapter 2:First Meet Not-So-Cute

Honestly, I'm just tired today.
I've not even got the energy to have my dinner, I just want to sleep and never wake up like sleeping beauty or a dragon. Any will do.

Nothing about my day was right, everything kept going southwards. My subconscious hates me.
That's for sure.
And, how's it even possible for something to go right when I'm a teenager.

Especially things went south in my physics class.
Really sometimes I wish that these people who invented physics were executed, than they can calculate the magnitude of tension and the length of rope needed to hang them.

That's wishful thinking.

Anyway, so in my physics class, our cranky teacher(the teacher's of this subject can never be good natured) was teaching some physics, and I swear,I tried my best to pay attention in the class, but it was as if my mind just wanted to drift off. And that's what happened.

He asked me a question,and of course I was way far in my mind planning a revolution so that this torture of a subject,physics could be banned.

And when I came back to my senses, whoohoo! I cannot answer the question. And well I'm embarrassed so much that I wanted a lion to swallow me right there.
Unrealistic I know.
But when you are forced to calculate the distance a bullet will cover, so as to destroy a plane(is this even possible?) at an altitude of 3000m from sea level and the bullet I'd going at 35m/s, than the most weird fantasies seem to be possible, I like to think so.

Afterwards also I tried my best to focus on what he was teaching but,God, no. My mind just wanted to mess with me a bit more. And so I drifted off to making scenarios. Mostly it involved killing someone in cold blood. But alas those people are already dead.

By the time school was over, I was ready to go to Amazon and never return.
After all I can be a Mowgli just that I'll be a girl.
But these nefarious clutches of luxury in a city never seem to want to let go of me.
And so I'm stuck here, like a princess in an isolated tower waiting for my Prince Charming to come and rescue me.
Delusional,I know.
But a girl gotta do what she gotta do,in order to feel good.

So my mind is kinda warring against me. Trying on every single chance to throw me in an abyss.

And I'm miserably failing sometimes, I think.
But than I'm just biding my time, when I'll finish school and I'll be off to some Buddhist sanctuary. And hide there in a cave.
Peaceful life,it will be.

Well, that's the only hope which keeps me alive,and my other fantasies.

This day was almost over.
But not for me though, I've gotten a giant named homework left for me to do.
And I won't be able to sleep before midnight.
So I flip it off till tomorrow.
I know, I'm procastinating. But hey! I'm only human.

And these hormones, again,I tell you they have only one goal in their life.
To see me make a fool of myself.

And they're succeeding, chemical bastards.

They hate me and I'm too happy to return the favour. But what could I do against them, when I'm inhabiting the same body as them. But they hold no such notions, they are ready to fuck with me.

Their strategy which works effectively is to make me feel things, that I would avoid like Physics books.
And Pranam (प्रणाम) Shekhawat.
Well, this name is as tough to pronounce as this guy is.
I hate him.

Well,that's a story for later but right now let me just concentrate on bitching about hormones.

I've been a victim to their trick a countless times,and have bore the consequences.
Sad sigh.