Make you mine

VII

We can't force

When I thought that I already found the one but turned out wrong, I felt like I could never find love just as magical as the one that I had and lost.

When I thought that I already found the one that turned out to just be a phase, I almost believed that love isn't meant for me. I almost convinced myself that I am not worth it. That I will never be able to feel happiness again. That I am just a passing lover, a glimpse of a lifetime, and will never be a great love.

When I thought that I already found the one that turned out to be just a lesson-learned, I ran out of reasons of trying again. I thought that I already drained my ink and wrote the best poems for those who left. I thought that I already gave my all and there was nothing left to offer. I felt like all that was left were ruins to rebuild, memories to go back to, and a thousand reasons not to go through the same process of romance again.

But, life really has its own way to make you understand why everything happened the same way it did. I get to embrace myself, slowly. I get to understand what I need to hold on to and what I need to let go of. I get to look at the world and realized that, with its vastness, there are still millions of good things that are waiting to happen to me.

Umaga na kaya tumayo nako para mag ayos ng sarili ko. Chinat kona ang mga kaibigan ko para makipag kita sa "Cafe Rio grande" our favorite place to chill and talk about our future and problem's.

It's already 9am so for sure wala si Luke dahil kagising ko wala siya sa tabi ko.
Bumaba na ako para sana umalis nang diko namalayan nanjan si luke nagluluto.

"Good morning love"

"Good morning"
Why his calling me love?
Well i guess this is acting

"Where are you going?"

"Ahm punta na sana akong mall to buy furniture"

"Eat first before you go, it's already done"

"No need i have to go sa labas nako kakain"aalis na sana ako nang habulin niya ako

"Eat with me and sabay na tayo umalis please i cook for us" he pleaded.

I guess i have no choice

"Okay kakain muna ako"pilit na sabi ko

"Thank you love, I'll prepare our food then alis na tayo" he say then kiss me on forehead.

I was shocked.
Nakakailan na itong lalakeng ito saken.

"So all of i cook is British food para maiba naman. So this Steak and Kidney Pie and Chicken Tikka Masala and last one Shepherd's Pie" he introduced all the food in the table.

Again parang nagpapa plus point yata ito. He's trying his best to win me.

"Wow para alam mo lahat yata ng luto ng buong bansa your good in cook huh"

"Konti lang alam ko pinagaaralan ko pa yan dati i just wanna try to cook para meron din akong alam diba for my future wife" he winked me.

Oww shoot I'm not sure about you. I'm just cooperating with our parents.

"Let's eat" i change the atmosphere about that topic, I'm not comfortable talk about that one.

"Gusto mo samahan kita to go buy furniture?"

"No i can handle naman and i have bonding with my friends, tsaka baka makaabala ako sa work mo" I stated

"No your not love, i can drive you all the time and give my attention to you all"