I was a girl who smiled the most,
Now I'm crying almost every day.
I was nice and kind,
Now I'm changing to someone I don't know.
I was in love,
Now I'm heartbroken.
I used to trying to achieve perfection,
Now I don't care anymore.
I was try to change myself for others,
Now I just sit by myself lonely and wish I had someone to talk to when I'm hurting.
I liked my emotions,
Now I wish I could turn it off.
I wanted to live long and happy,
Now I'm just waiting for death to come and take me
