chapter seven _ignoring me

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Fuck.
Its so god damn awkward, this is our table sitting, I'm sitting at the last right chair, matt in front of me, nick and jade are beside matt, chris is beside me and Janessa is sitting by chris , i guess they all can feel how awkward it is, no one is saying a word for a solid six minutes

"sooo, guys, uh wanna order something already? Cuz I'm starving, haha" Janessa finally spits a word to stop the awkwardness

"yeah, what, what do you guys want to eat?" Jade says helping his sister

"yeah, guyss, wanna order our FAVORITE regular pizza?" Chris says excited, nick is face brightens up

"oh yeah yeah, i need this pizza, fucking give it to me, give me the fucking menu Chris!" He says as he does with his hands the 'give me' move impatiently, they all laugh and start chatting, the mood lifted up thanks to chris, good jop chris, good jop,

matt is the only one who didn't say a word until now, i glance at him to examine him by how he looks, he looks pissed and annoyed, he has his hands crossed together and his eyes looking at the part of the table in front of him, he has his teeth clinged together like he's thinking about something pissing him more, which is obvious from outside of his mouth , i glance at them and nobody is noticing, chris is managing them right, i don't know what's wrong with him, but i guess he might turn back to normal soon.

After we were done with the pizza, we wanted to go to a golf place, chris suggested that, and we all agreed so , we get out and as we were walking to the car chatting, matt passes us as he walks to the car faster, he gets in and slams the door, umm, matt SLAMMED his car door?okay That's not matt, where is the matt we know? I guess we all gotta be careful because he's angrier than he ever has if he did what he just did, we all quietly get in the car after him trying not to piss him, and even though chris loves to be the ✨passenger princess✨, he pushed me and kept begging me with his face to sit in the passenger seat by matt, i guess he was also trying to avoid him when he's in this state, but NO, i refused as i Opened the door and pushed him in and ran to the back seats, it was crowded in the back, because we're four, and because this is the car not the van , jade sits by the left door and Janessa by the right one , and i guess you can tell what that means, I'm sitting beside nick, IN THE CROWDED SEATS, god i don't even have the courage to look him in the eye, now I'm sitting beside him? Janessa and jade giggle silently trying not to make to much sound, as they look at me and nick stuck in this small place, okay I'm not crazy, but if i tell you i was about to sit in the trunk or on the roof you wouldn't have believed me.

As we were in the way to whatever this golf place named, i silently try to survive this moment, it's like it's been forever, i take a breath with my trembling body, i glance at nick, he looks back at me as he notices that i looked at him because of how close we are to each other in this seats, he smiles a little giving me the confused little 'what?' face, i say nothing and i look back in front of me, i can see him from the edge of my eye frowning in confusion, but i also say nothing and not a single word to him, and it stays like this for the whole ride, when get there, Janessa was opening the car door but i couldn't wait with how slow she was, i push her through the door to get out first as she falls on her knees and looks up at me in confusion

"what was that for?" She asks

"sorry" i whisper, chris gets out of his door and laughs at Janessa, jade and nick get out of the other door, jade was snickering at his sister with his finger pointing at her making fun of her

"shut the fuck up chris" nick says as I'm helping Janessa to stand up

" why me?! Jade is also laughing, are you leaving him off the hook because he's your boyfriend?" Chris teases them

"chris, I'm gonna fucking beat you!" Nick says embarrassed, his face goes red, i look away because i can't take it, i haven't had the chance to move on yet, they kept pickering with each other until we all jolt as matt slams the door again after he got out of the car,

nick was about to say something to matt but jade stopped him, matt starts going in without us or even telling us to come in now, he just walks away, i look at chris and nod my head to the door telling him to get in, we all get after matt, and they go talk to some women , i guess they are getting us a place to play in, i have no fucking idea, I've never played golf, or any sport, after a short while chris tells us to come and follow them, i walk after them totally clueless about anything here, they all seem used to this things, i look at Janessa as she walks to a door and gets in, like she already know, i walk in ,

"woooaah" i say amazed by how the place looks, there is alot of people inside, hitting the golf ball and looking at a screen that shows were the ball went, we walk in more and sit on a couch, i take my bag off my shoulders and throw it on the couch by me while scanning everywhere examining the place, it looks awesome

"this place is crazy! Right matt?" I say looking everywhere then looking at matt, he looks at me but says nothing then he looks away as he pulls a water bottle, drinks then puts it on the table, i frown confused, did i do something wrong?
chris takes his bag off and starts to walk to the screen, a golf ball gets out as he takes it and puts it in its place, he gets ready with the golf stick then he professionally hits the golf ball, we all look at the screen and it goes to +9

"woww chris, this was gold" nick says

"yeah, this is the first time you go this far" Janessa says,

chris turns as he looks at me and smirks, then concentrates his attention back to the golf game.
they all get up and start switching with each other, they all brace each other as they go on playing,

i glance around me to notice that matt isn't here, i get up looking around for any place to buy a drink, i look around until i reach a quite place and there is a vending machine at the hall, i see someone from his back, that's matt, i walk to the machine as i say

"hey matt" matt looks at me like me talking to him was the last thing he wanted, he looks back to the machine as he chooses his drink, i frown as i stand in my place confused, why is he like that today, is he mad at us, or at me?

"Matt" i say again , but i get no response

"matt!" I call again hoping for a reply

"HEY MATT!" this time i call while aggressively pulling him by his arm to look at me, but unfortunately he had his drink in his hand opened, and it all splashes on me, i look at my clothes in shock and my jaw opened , i look back up at matt to yell at him, but then i see that he looks so shocked, like he looks like he feels guilty

"matt.." i say again still holding his arm

"why are you, why are you acting like this..?" He says nothing as he still looks guilty , looking at my clothes

"i don't understand, did i do something wrong? Are you like, ignoring all of us ,or just me? If i did something wrong tell me, I'll try to fix it, at least i have to know if I did something wrong to you, I'll never know if you never tell me, but don't leave me eating myself up worried about if I did something or not, or that you are mad at me, please matt, please tell me.." i say until my eyes started to tear up, i look at him concerned and confused hoping he would explain what's wrong,

we stay there in this position for a few seconds until he finally looks at my eyes, he has his eyebrows pinched in a sad position , i look at his eyes and kept switching from eye to eye, he looks at me then sighs, he suddenly leans and rests his forehead on my left shoulder, i stand there not moving an inch, i keep looking at him confused, patiently waiting for him to talk, still holding his arm

"Abby.." he mutters

"hm?" I say

"can you not hang out with chris alone..?" He says in a begging manner, what? Why did he say that?

"What do you mean?" I ask him looking at the back of his head, he finally looks up then looks at my eyes

" i like you abby"

what..?!

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