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chapter eleven _moving on, realizing your feelings

I wake up, today is the weekend, i stay laying in bed, i don't feel like doing anything at all today , i keep staring at the ceiling, everyday feels like a loop, i keep repeating the same shit, I wake up, go to school, run away and avoid my friends and problems, i come back home, cry to sleep, and replay, i thought all this depressing shit ended when i moved here, but i guess it's not in the place I'm in , it's in me, everywhere i go becomes infected by my negative vibes and the shit i do, I'm like a decease, i really hate myself, mabye if i leave everything will be bette- notification
I look over at my phone, i open to see it's matt.

Matthew:
Heyy, abby! How you doing?

You:
Hi matt, I'm ok, you?

Matthew:
I'm fine too, did i wake you up by any chance?

You:
No, i was awake, so what are you doing?

Matthew:
I'm in the car chilling.

You:
Are you going somewhere this early?! I'd be laying in bed if i was you, this week was fucking crowded with school work and shit, finally a break.😤

Matthew:
I just thought that I should go somewhere if I'm free.

You:
Where are you at anyway?

Matthew:
I'm in front of your house.

You:
Huh?! You're in front of where?

Matthew:
Your house.

I throw my phone on the bed and run to my window, i look outside of it, and i see matt is car, he's outside of the car resting his back on it and holding his phone, he looks up at my window, and when he sees me he smiles and shows me his phone screen and waves his phone at me, i run out of my room and i run down the stairs that i almost stumble, i go to my house door and i open it, i see matt standing in front of the door smiling,

"good morning" he says , i stand there awkwardly as i didn't even wash my face,

"get in" i say as i move to make a space for him to get in , he gets in and walks to the couch, he's already used to my house, he came alot before,

"matt wait here a second, i didn't wash my face!" I say as i run to the bathroom rushly.
when I'm done i get out and I go to him,

"oh, you're done?" Matt says as he makes a space for me to sit by him, i sit

"it's eight Am matt" i say confused at why he came this early

"if i was nick, were you going to be okay with it?" He says, i couldn't answer to that right away

"no matt! It's just because it's early, but it's okay I was already awake, i didn't have any plans for the day so I'm free, i can hang out with you" i say as i run my finger on the couch not looking him in the eye, he doesn't say anything for a moment

"you didn't move on yet, did you?" Matt says, i couldn't reply

"i know it's not easy, i know this too well" i finally look at him when i hear this sentence, i know he means me, it's so awkward, is it going to be awkward between us like this for too long? mabye we'll never be normal friends again, i get up

"want something to drink, or to eat?" I ask trying to change the subject, he doesn't say anything

"i can make pancakes and put some chocolate on it" i say knowing he loves pancakes with chocolate on, i look at him smirking as he instantly looks up at me when i say that, i give him the 'so?' look,