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chapter seventeen _I'll be the one to do it this time

I open my eyes to see myself sleeping on the bench, i took a nap, the sun was so warm and satisfying for me to resist it, i look on my right to where i was resting my head, i see chris sleeping on my shoulder , he's sound asleep, i look over my left, i see matt sleeping on my shoulder too, now it's me sitting with both of them laying on me, i move my hand gently to see what time is it, and only 34 minutes passed since i slept, i yawn as i put my head back at Chris's, i gaze at people as they pass, parents playing with their kids, middle school friends walking, high schoolers chatting, a couple holding hands, i never knew life was that beautiful, i always kept myself locked away from people, i wasn't invested in my life at all, i feel now like I've opened my eyes to the world, i feel happy, my breath is not heavy like how it used to be, I'll never hate myself again, it's all thanks to them, they teached me freedom, i smile as I'm gazing at people still, i look at chris when he moves a little, i move my head off of his when i notice he's opening his eyes, he looks up at me as he's still processing, he then smiles, i smile back, he then looks behind me to see matt, when he notices he's asleep he moves matt's head gently off my shoulder and lays it on the bench and lays back his on me again,

"I'm so comfortable" he says as he yawns,

"Mabye because you're sleeping at my shoulder like I'm a pillow or something" i say as my shoulder is hurting from how much he's laying his head so comfortably, he smiles

"You know what? I was so shocked when Janessa said you like nick, i never expected it, i don't know why but a strange feeling flooded my body when i knew" he says,

"Why? Was it anger?" I ask,

"No, it's not exactly anger, it's more like, jealous.." he says, i instantly look at him confused,

"Jealous? Why would you be jealous?" I ask, he then looks up at me , but says nothing, he sighs sadly , and then looks over my left shoulder, i look too to see matt awake looking at us,

"Oh?" I say as i didn't even notice he was awake, he smiles back when i smile,

"Have we been asleep for too long?" Matt asks

"No, it's only been like fourty something minutes" i tell him,

"But it was comfortable, thanks to you" he says smiling playfully, i look at my legs clenching my lips trying not to smile too much, i look back at chris when i feel he went too silent, he has his back to the bench as he's looking at the sky, he doesn't seem happy, he seems like he just gave up on something he loved but can't have, me and Chris look back at matt when he talks

"Should we get going now?"he asks as he gets up

"To where?" I ask as i look up at him,

"I don't know, but let's go somewhere else" he says as he shrugs his shoulders, me and chris get up, we walk as I'm in between chris and matt

"Haah, what a sunny day" chris says as he sighs and tries to block the sun from his face with his hand, i laugh as matt nods relating to Chris, i gasp as i stop and stretch my hands in front of them to stop them,

"What?" Matt asks

"I've got a brilliant idea" i say still looking in front of me thinking about it

"And what is it?" Chris asks, i smirk as i look at matt then Chris, i step forward and i turn to look at them, they both are looking at me confused

"Let's go to the amusement park" i Suggest, both of their faces lightens up as they slowly look to each other smiling,

"So? You down?" I ask

"Fuck yes" matt says

"Yeaah" chris says as he screams yeah

"Fuck it, let's go then!" I say as i turn my back to them to get ready for running,
"Last one there is a CHICKEN BUTT"