I'm paying for not being more careful, but it's pointless to ponder on the past. I, of all people, know that so well. I spent almost four months to find that fucker. After Maya's accident, he fucked up big. I knew I've found him. I ended up doing something that I shouldn't. And cause a big mess. A very big one.
I killed two birds with one stone. I didn't even have to try as hard as I predicted. But that one move take total one eighty degree and things went messy. Too messy. I'm angry with myself for not being more careful. I was distracted. By Maya. I new she's here the moment she step inside even before she call me.
Her fruity vanilla smells hits my nostrils when she comes close. But her next move froze me. She wrapped her soft hands around my neck her breathing fan over my neck. I close my eyes. She don't understand how much I'm controlling myself around her. I keep expecting her to mention that day's kiss, but nothing. She sure as hell was eager, but the kiss was so innocent, I know we both wanted that. I'd promised myself I would keep my distance from her. But she won't let me.
"I don't want to listen any other lecture from you Maya. That both fucker gave me enough." I breathes and then groan when she bury her face into my neck.
"Who says I'm here to lecture you. I'm not good at it. But I'm very good listener for sure."
Her hands move on my shoulder and then she realize I'm shirtless. Her body stills and I smile when she inhale deep.
"You are ogling on me.""Relax, I'm not hitting on you. I'm just here to be with you, if you want. Just think of me as tree, and lean on me."
I grab Maya's arm and spun her around until she straddle on my legs. My jaw clenched.
"Don't play with me Maya, unless you want to get hurt."She just stare at me. "I trust you. You will never hurt me."
"That's where you're wrong Maya. You have no idea what kind of man I am. You don't know what I'm capable of. Just because I'm good to you or I kissed you, don't think you are some special. Don't play with fire."
I noticed fury in her eyes, jaw tight. Fuck she looks hot. "You don't scared me Jhanish. If you think I'm here to seduce you or anything then you don't know me at all." She grit her teeth. "I'm sorry I touched you without your permission. But next time, Do. Not. Try. To. Manhandle. Me." Then she pushed me and stood up.
" When Faradbhai said you need someone to talk, I was worried about you. I_"
"I don't need your sympathy, your pity Maya" I roar but she doesn't even flinch.
"I don't pity you Jhanish. I know it sucks. Trust me I know how it felt like. I know how it felt like, even after having so many people in your life, you still don't have anyone who understands you. I know how it felt like to be judge, by our actions not by who we really are."
Annoyance was over me. "You came here without permission."
"I came for you. I_" I cut her off.
"Yeah I heard that from you, and I'm not in the mood to hear it again. I told you Maya. You and I are not possible. Why don't you fucking understand."
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His beautiful lies
RomanceTo hide one lie, thousands of lies are needed. Jhanish Mehrotra He is a grumpy, moody billionaire who doesn't like people around him, he can't feel emotions or maybe he don't want to feel. For him his work and his company is his priority. But wh...