"Nothing But A Player" - Tom Kaulitz

Dont Make This Harder

He went to the bathroom after class, and I followed right after. When I went inside the Men's bathroom, I felt his hot breath and dark presence around me.
I turned to my left and saw him smirking, and walking up towards me.
He held my waist in a tight grip, and said..
"What the fuck do you think you're doing Estella !?"
As he made his grip tighter. I whined as the force he brought upon me,
I replied while groaning.
"You shouldn't even care at this point !"
I whined, as he sarcastically laughed.
"Oh darling, dont make this harder for you."
As he pressed his chest against mine..
I scoffed and responded.
"Okay, okay ! I wont flirt with him you undeserving human being !"
He, stared at me and replied,
"Good.."
As he walked out, the bathroom.

Great ! Lesson learned never make him, pissed off. That backfired on me hard and it was terrible.. everytime I   interact with a different male, I could feel Tom's presence ready to rip the guy's guts and organs out.

* Tom's Pov *

Seeing Estella, with another man made me rage.. it made me feel uneasy and lightheaded. I was ready to kidnap Daniel and desert him in the middle of nowhere, and butcher him and even go as far as serving his dead rotten body to Estella. She should've known that she is mine.

***

While I was walking back to my grandma's house. I saw I tall black figure right infront of me, I was ready to attack him, but was obviously too scared to do so. But then it got closer, and closer.. to the point I couldn't move and felt paralyzed, I was stiff as a rock and I couldn't do anything ! But then..

I opened my eyes, still in shock.. I've experience sleep paralysis. And it's not my first time, about ten years old I had sleep paralysis.

~~~

Come on Poppy lets go play in the playground ! Oh.. Estella you're here too I see.. well ugly freaks like you cant be here ! As the girl laughed hesterically and smiled creepily giving me the chills. But then the two doll looking girls deformed into dark figures and transformed into contortionist poses.

I woke up.. I screamed my lungs out ! My dad had luckily rescued me safely..

Oh, and my dad.. a few years ago my dad and mom have been strugguling ever since I was borned. And kept getting into arguements, and this lead to one day..
My dad slammed papers and files onto the desk.. my mom looked down onto the desk and her, eyes widend and tears starting falling down her cheeks.
As her nose was getting red, she took a pen and wrote something on the paper.
I was old enough to guess, what this was.. I was having different state mind.
Divorce papers, including files !

Unfortunately not all colorful, and bright happy things stay in life.
They have to disappear in some times in our lives. All the rainbows in my childhood, vanished out of thin air.

~~~

BACK AT MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE
( I slept there overnight )

I softly, rubbed my eyes and opened my eyes slowly and gently stood up, yawning and streching my arms and legs.
I finally had some potential, and decided to do something not boring once in a lifetime. And I thought..
'Why not play spin the bottle with some friends ?'

The first person, that I obviously had to call was Jezzele !
"Hi Es whats up ?"
Jezzele said happily.
"Oh nothing much, want to come over at my house to play spin the bottle ? My grandma is at her old friend's house and is staying there overnight."
"Oh my god ! Bestie finally you are not so goddamn boring !"
"Yeah, yeah I'm a boring ass just come over hurry.."

And I hung up, then call over call and over call ! And I even insisted Bill to tell Tom to come over aswell.

As I swung the bottle, it almost landed on Tom but it landed on Daniel.
Then they gave me the glass bottle full of paper pieces each paper, gives you either a truth to say. Or a dare to do..
I slowly unwrapped the paper and it said..
'Sit on the person's lap.'
I showed them, for the extra proof,
I could see murder in Tom's eyes..
Yes.. I could feel, the anger of Tom his blood, was running through his veins,
boiling.. I went up to Daniel and sat on his lap while he chuckled and winked at me, and I grinned in discomfort.
No way, I liked this guy ! This guy was nothing but screaming 'weirdo'.

The girl right next to, Jezzele spun the bottle next. And she sqealed like a small mouse when it landed on.. Tom.
They scrambled the glass bottle full of paper pieces and, she picked the one she honorly thought was the best.
She unwrapped the paper, and it said.
'Kiss the person on the cheek'
She screamed in, joy and went up to Tom, when she was kissing him on the cheek she 'accidently' bit his cheek.
Tom was furious and, screamed at the poor girl. But she acted like nothing had happend and was still blushing walking back to her chair.
If I was her I would've slapped him hard ! And screamed back taking my ground.
But clearly they were, blinded by his beauty features and had no self-esteem and no self-consiousness..

After the game, they all went back home. But then I recieved a text..
"Oo do you like, Daniel ?"
I was enraged by this, since I hated that moron and texted back. What changed alot..
"No ! I hate that moron I like Tom !"
Yes.. it was all spilled, it came right out my big ass mouth that needs a muzzle to keep shut, and shut up.
Then.. they didn't text back..
But when I looked up the name.. it was Bill.
I was panicked, and was sweating heavily. When I heard a knock on my door.. I screamed.
"Who is it !?"
But they were dead silent.
I just opened the door, and was in utter shock.. it was.. Tom.

I smiled awkwardly, and just pushed him a little back. Since he was getting too close.. he then said.
"I knew you liked me."
I realised.. Bill told him.
"Look, I was joking you maniac !"
"God, you're so delusional.." I sqealed.
He went up to me and our faces, was so close I was worried he would dive for my lips. He held my waist and said,
"Look it's obvious now. Just admit it baby I've won you over." As he smirked at me.
"I wonder why I like you so much, than all the other girls."
I laughed, and responded.
"Oh really ?"
He laughed and replied seductively.
"Oh really babe."
I laughed and just pushed him out the door, and slammed the door.. closing it.

This week of school, was a break. Finally ! I despised school so goddamn much.. it was not really complicated to say that but I had to.
While I was sitting on my bed, watching the television I heard a slight knock on my door.. I opened it and.. it was very surprising, it was..