"Nothing But A Player" - Tom Kaulitz

Love me,Hate me

"Love me,Hate me." I raised my eyebrow in confusion and said "Huh?" He replied
"When you love me, never give up that hatred attituide love."
I looked at him in disgust. And said
"Ew.. I would never fall-" When we were interupted from Bill screaming loudly. We quickly ran downstairs and saw that Bill pranked us.. but I suddenly tripped, and my ankle hurted, as the childish maniac I am. I screamed like a little girl from kindergarten. And said "What the hell !" Tom hurried and carried me in his arms, and my belly was suddenly doing backflips in excitement ! Tom then layed me down on the couch and said
"Are you okay ?" Bill looked at Tom in shock..
I said to Bill "Why that face ?"
"It's just that every girl Tom has played with, he never cared or helped them.. but y-you.. I've never seen this. Have you changed Tom ?"
Tom replied "No?.."
Bill said "I wonder what makes Estella so speicial Tom."

Tom just shrugged and put me to sleep. Did Tom care about me? Was I.. falling inlove with a player?

I speculated that he changed.. but Bill told me that Tom has never changed he has always been a player. Girls are just blinded by how he looks.

I slowly opened my eyes and said..
"T-Tom?.." Bill saw me awake and said "whoa..? The first person you call is Tom ?.."
"W-well.. yeah I guess.." I replies worried as what trouble I had got into..

My world just turns upside down just because of one boy.
That I just cant go one day without thinking..

"Goddamn it! Get out of my head !"

Bill ran towards me and said
"Whoa ! Chill whats the matter?"

"No-nothing.."

I was acting so strange and annonymous. My behaviour was so weird all of a sudden.

When I realised.. I fell for Tom.
I loved him.. I've never really felt this way.. and it felt unique and I loved it. And I wanted more..

When Tom arrived he looked right at me smirking and playing with his,lip ring and it looked hot. But I shrugged the feeling.. he went towards me and touched my inner thigh, what must've made me so speicial ?
That he chose all the girls over me.
He gave me the center of attention. And I loved it.. but acted like I didnt Was he into fiesty girls?

I pushed him away and, stared at him in disbelief and my face said otherwise.. I still kind of depised him tho.
"You're not winning me over Tom."
I said while with a frown.
"Oh I bet I am sweetheart" he then stood up and went upstairs.

I screamed
"Dont call me sweetheart ever again you jerk !"

He just chuckled,and I have to admit.. I felt vunrelable around him.. like I was protected. He was my guardian.

I went to his room because I left my, phone inside when me and Bill was playing T or D. I slowly opened the door and, saw him shirtless I squeled
"Put a shirt on weirdo !" He laughed and just stared at me.
He told me "Why're you here ?"
I told him
"I'm looking for something idiot.."
"Ohh.. this?" As he swinged my phone in his hands.
"Hey give it back you jerk !"
"Try me."
I obviously couldnt get it back since he was too tall. And I crossed my arms together, he then said looking straight at me
"Awhh.. giving up already ? You're no fun."

I then went up to him and tried to jump up and down but he was too tall to even reach !
"Ugh you're so annoying !"
I screamed.

He said "I like it that way."
I then smiled at me and kissed me on my cheek and said
"You're so goddamn cute when you're mad." He smirked at me before lifting me up in his arms and I screamed

"Put me down you weirdo !"
I whined "agh!"
"I know you like it when I lift you."
Tom said while biting his lips.
"Ugh I dont!" I squeled.
When he finally putted me down but not before sniffing my hair and smirking down at me saying..
"You like it?" He said
"No way in hell you jerk !" I responded
"I like it when you're fiesty.." he said in a seductive way.
When he finally gave me my phone he was touching my bottom lip held my waist.
Then walked away. God this man was weird ! But I dont know why I liked it !