☼︎𝒯𝒽ℯ ℒ𝒾𝓰𝒽𝓉 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒮𝒶𝓋ℯ𝒹 ℳℯ☼︎

•My Life•

Hello, my name is Amity Blight and some things you should know about me is that I love making fake senarios up in my head then get upset when I realise it isn't true. I also hate my parents, friends and pretty much everyone in my life. My friends are all fake and don't care about me, but I don't care about them either. I'm only friends with them because of ori parents making us hang out. My parents are always making my life hell, I don't like them either. Especially my mum. She controls most aspects of my life and makes sure im completely perfect.

Everything about me has to be perfect according to her. And it has been for my whole life!

Perfect grades, perfect looks, perfect personality, perfect interests but one thing that isn't perfect about me, well two things, is my tendency to get jealous (but that isn't too bad)....and my sexuality.

Although I haven't come out to her, I'm a raging lesbian and I'm completely aware of that, she isn't though. It doesn't matter anyways, I'm not allowed to date anyone unless she's chosen who it is.

My mother physically hurts me when I don't meet her high expectations, like when I got a 'B' for my spelling test . That week, I had to wear foundation to cover my black eye and wear long sleeves to cover my bruised arms. That's why I will NEVER come out to her. I probably deserve it anyways - the abuse - but I wishy life were different.

I hate my life. There's no point in living.

I write poems and play the chello to distract me. I know how to play quite a few instruments because of my mum. She forced me to go to pretty much every extra-curricular activity in existence - I'm not saying I'm good at most of them but I have a basic understanding of most of them. Two instruments that I did enjoy learning were the chello and drums but my mother quickly took me out of drum lessons as it 'wasnt lady-like' . My brother (Edric) sometimes lets me play on his drum set though so I don't really care.

What I find weird about my mum is she says playing the drums aren't lady-like but makes me do karate , kick-boxing and takwando ! It's so stupid!

"-MITY BLIGHT!!" My mother screeched at me , slapping my cheek harshly. I must've zoned out again.

"Yes mother..." I murmered, bored. She was lecturing me about whatever I did wrong. Honestly,my breathing is wrong to her. It's impossible to impress her , I stopped trying a long time ago.

My eyes were drooping and the room felt dull and cold. The bare trees scraped against the ginormas windows and dark grey clouds infected the sky , like a contagious disease.

"Amity. Stop talking to me in such tone! What have a told you? If you talk like that to your future husband-"

"Oh hell no. I ain't getting married and live in a loveless marriage like you!" I snarkly commented. She kicked me in the stomach with her platform heels and screamed into my already strained eardrums.
"AMITY BLIGHT YOU DARE SPEAK TO YOUR MOTHER LIKE THAT! GO TO YOUR ROOM, YOUR GROUNDED!" I really couldn't give a flying **** .(sorry but this is a clean fanfic)