Marriage or Mess?

chapter 31

Kim Taehyung

I tucked Rami under the comforter and left a deep kiss on her forehead before exiting the room.

My chest burned with her wailing. The way she crouched down on one side. I felt worst. I could still feel my chest tight. So tight that I felt difficult to breath.

“here drink water.” Jimin passed the glass as I gulped the whole liquid in one go. I felt her crying echoing inside the silent house. I felt crying myself. “let it out.”

And I did.

I sobbed with my hand on my eyes and my face down. Jimin patted my back in comforting manner but only her smile can bring one to me.

I never knew I’d cry over someone.

Guess it’s not someone, it’s Rami.

My strawberry.

“shh… calm down now taehyung. She will be fine once she wake up. She found out about her stalker so randomly. It must have played with her brain. She always feared being checked constantly, being stalked. So finding about it must have triggered her badly.”

I nodded but how can I make my heart calm?

“I never knew you would cry for some girl.” Jimin tried to ease me up.

“shes not just someone jimin. She’s a woman I could kill myself for. She’s the woman I can kill anyone for. She is the woman I love more then myself.”

I admit it.

I openly admit it.

I, Kim Taehyung is in fucking love with park Rami.

“You said love is waste of time and it plays with your mind and nothing else.”

“it is. But I want to waste my every second on her. It plays with your mind and trust me, I have lost my logic on her. Your sister has made this man , a man in love.”

“go to her. She might wake up anytime. She would need you the most right now.”

I nodded and rushed to our room before seeing jimin off.

“oh strawberry, look what you have done with yourself.” I laid beside her before pulling her body straight in my embrace.

She instantly latched on me. And I felt my inside blowing up.

“I love you.” I mumbled before kissing her again.
“just be fine. I don’t need anything else. Just be the same shiny strawberry you were.”

Her squirming woke my up and instantaneously I cupped her face checking her up to down. “are you fine now? Does it hurt anywhere now? Should we go to doctor?” I bombarded her with questions.

“ I’m fine now. It doesn’t hurt. No.” she sounded so monotonous. And I don’t like it a bit. She lacked her shine.

“I am sorry for not telling you about all this.” I kissed her hand.

I wasn’t expecting any response but when she patted my head lightly I felt like I won the biggest deal in my life.

“I am sorry for reacting like that. Just… I lost my brain seeing all those pictures and the word stalker.”

“you don't have to say sorry Rami. Never, ever.”

I pulled her to myself. I just want to fell her close to me. I want to make her feel safe. She should know she’s strong enough for the world outside.

If she can make wrap me around her fingers, she can fucking win the world.

“you want to eat something? I’ll cook.” I caressed her back.

“oh please, I don’t want to have an upset stomach early in the morning.” she laughed.

Yes.

She’s the Rami I was missing. Always ready to bicker with me.

“oh please, I cook edible food.” I remarked. “yes, it is edible but with powers to make one sit on toilet seat for whole day.”

She laughed.

Yes.

I made her laugh.

I made her fucking smile.

“ you are getting privileges to have food cooked by the Kim Taehyung. Girls die to have me.” I flexed. Well that’s true. People die to be with me.

“bro. They will seriously die with you. I don’t want your food. You were literally going to murder the poor toaster just because you burned your bread.”

That’s not truth. It burned my bread on purpose.

“ I’m not your bro. I’m your husband.” I whined like a small child.

She giggled.

I can do all silly things if she’s going to giggle like that.

“and I’ll be going to Liam’s again. It’s another session day.” My smile dropped little by little.

“ You should rest for a while strawberry.”

“Im not sick taehyung. I don’t want a stalker control my life. I want to go back to my normal life.” A desperation yelled from her face like she’s just forcing her to be back.

“are you sure love?”

She bobbed her head up and down immediately.

I just sighed knowing I can’t cage her inside. “be safe.” I mumbled before stealing some kisses from her.

“will return them in the evening with interest.” I winked before leaving to ask cooks to make breakfast.