•PAPER RINGS• {NAGI SEISHIRO}

|Chapter Eleven|

In the winter, in the icy outdoor pool
When you jumped in first, I went in too
I'm with you even if it makes me blue

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Bursting, muffled noises. Pinching, piercing lights, in red and blue. Every thing. Every fucking thing- out of shape, blurry and dazed.

Her body felt numb. Her head throbbing. Her heartbeat increasing with the uncontrollable pain across her face. Her body was levitating off the ground.

Involuntarily, her head looked up at the night sky. Her eyes met with his brown ones, and eventually, the darkness spread everywhere.

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Fluttering her eyelashes, Y/n slowly opened her eyes, adjusting her vision because of the bright, blinding lights around. Her squinted chromes scanned around and witnessed the big white walls around and ceiling hanging. Steadily, her all senses started to gain consciousness.

The mild smell on phenyl and disinfectant entered her nose. The warm feeling of blanket spread on her skin, as she looked down at her, and saw a white, soft blanket draped over her body. Also she tasted the ironic taste of her moist blood, inside of her cheek.

It all felt dream, until the pain rose from her body.

In a snap, the glimpses of last night started flooding her brain. Invading her mind. Her body trembled, under the blanket. Her breath got shortening. Tears rolled down her temples, staring at the ceiling, blankly, while the last night events, played in her head. A sob escaped her mouth.

Her hands immediately flew over her lips. She doesn't want anyone else to hear her. Like she always does. Keeping her pains to herself. No matter how hurt was she.

Her world turned upside down just in few minutes. Every thing that was perfect, beautiful, mesmerizing, by 15 minutes ago, turned into ashes, in split seconds of time. She sniffles, wiping her tears. Having no idea about anything in last few hours. Y/n sat up slowly, cautiously, putting her back on the headboard.

She was still in her last night outfit. The drops of blood, stained the silk texture, it was crumbled, and few places tinted in dirt. She turned her head to her left, where was a small monitor, which showed her current health status. Next to the monitor was a nightstand, with some medicines and an operator phone, on the top of it. To the next of it was her bed, near the window.

She looked out of the the window, and saw many ambulances and people, on the main gates, and vehicles running on the roads and public square.

It is definitely the city hospital.

She sighed in relief, when she realised, it wasn't any hallucination. She really was saved and safer now. She finally came to the bottom line, after seeing the ambulances coming in and going out. Just when she looked over her reflection in the glass.

Hair messy, mascara washed away. Lipstick smudged, stretches of pillow on her face and bandaged wounds, over her head, cut on her lower lip, blood on the corner of her mouth and nose was clotted with blood. The wounds were neatly bandaged. But she can't explain the feeling in her heart. She was disheartened. She felt hideous.

How can some evil people spoil one's precious moments? They have no right. They have no values, and no heart.

Y/n can't help but started crying, feeling bad for herself and Seishiro. She felt nothing but a burden to him. Only if she hadn't involved him in all this. Things would have been different.

"Oh! My. You are awake?" Y/n turned to the voice. Nia stood in the doorway, her hand clutched over her chest. Her face had the faint mascara running down her face, that was because of crying, which was evident as her eyes were swelled. She was still in her dress, that means she was up all night here. A smile formed on her lips as she turned around and roared through the corridors, "Doctor! Y/n is awake!" Ignoring all the keep silence norms of the hospital.