My Seven Shields

CHAPTER :- 17 [Panick Attack]

Y/N POV :-

I opened my eyes and saw myself in a different room . It was dark outside so the room wasn't much lighted . I was still feeling dizzy but I stood up only to fall back on the bed . Then I heard the door open and saw jungkook . He came and said " oh you are awake , how are you feeling ?" His tone was soft and comforting. I nodded my head and his lips curved forming a sad smile. Then he said "I-I am sorry , y-y/n" I was looking down but on hearing his apologize I lifted my head and saw him staring at my soul .

I lowered my head again and said " it's ok , no need to apologize " while scoffing. I tried to stand up again and tried to walk to my room but to my bad luck . I lost my balance and fell down . I was ready to meet the floor but to my surprise two strong hands were holding me and they belonged to jungkook . He then helped me sit on a Grey bean bag and asked " where arr you try to go ?" "To my room obviously " I replied . Then he said " if you don't remember, you destroyed your room completely so you can't go there it will be repaired tomorrow. "

Then I asked " so where I am going to sleep tonight ?" He said " you have to share room with one of us as guest room is not cleaned " my eyes widened hearing him and I said " no fucking way I am sharing a room with anyone of you " he sighed again and said " ok then sleep in the living room " this time I sighed and said " I will sleep in the room which is on the rooftop " " but it is not cleaned " he said and I replied " I will manage " then he nodded and said " ok let's go and have dinner "

We both went downstairs and saw everyone sitting on their usual seats and this time eunshi was there too . I sat on my seat and jungkook beside me . All of us were having dinner quietly. But Jin broke the silence and said " y/n how are you feeling now and your hand .....is it alright now ?" I nodded and said " I am fine but why you care now ?? " coldly. He sighed and said " we didn't knew you will panic hearing about him and I-we are sorry too. Right guys ?" BTS nodded and I sighed , lowering my head I said " I am sorry too for shouting at all of you "

Eunshi who was listening confused finally asked " what are you all talking about ?" I was about to explain the morning incident but suga spoke before me " it's none of your business " she just lowered her head hearing him and left . Then I asked " suga hyung why did you said that ?" He looked at me with a shocked expression but there was a hint of Anger too. Then jin said " suga hyung ????" " oppa is too cringy for me to say so , can I call you all hyungs ?" I lied to them but they didn't knew the reason so they just smiled and agreed then suga said " hah I am having the closest bond with y/n till now " and did a cute dance . Them jungkook whined " y/nnnie call me hyung too " i chuckled and everyone of them looked at me . Then jimin said " yah taehyung pinch me . I think I just saw y/n chuckled " taehyung pinched him a bit too hard and he screamed in pain .

Everyone was laughing including me . This was the first time I laughed after his death . Them jungkook said " come on y/n call me hyung na" then I finally said " jungkookie hyung " hearing me he grinned showing his Bunny smile . All of them stared whining after this so I stood up . All of them shut their mouths then I said " jinnie hyung , taehyungie hyung , jiminie hyung , namjoonie hyung , hobi hyung , suga hyung and jungkookie hyung " while pointing at them one by one and smiled . All of them started laughing again including me .

Time skip

A/N POV :-

All of you went to sleep but currently you were in jungkook's room as none of the bts members allowed you to sleep on the rooftop in a chilling night . You chuckled internally remembering that you have insomnia and you can't sleep without taking those sleeping pills. You can't even go to yourroom cause you knew that you will not be able to find them . So you just sighed thinking it will be an other sleepless night for you. You were sitting on the beanbag thinking how to spend the night and heard jungkook coming out from the bathroom . He was wearing a loose sweatshirt and lowers his hair were still drenched in water .

Then you heard him saying " hey you can have shower if you want . I will call a maid and say her to prepare you cloths etc . " you nodded and he went out . After sometime you heard a knock on the door and said " who is there ?" A maid answered " miss I am triza master  sent me to give you clothes " you said " ok , give me " and opened the door a bit . She handed you clothes and went from there . You wore them and came .

Just then jungkook also came and said " y/n if you want we can sleep on the bed and maintain distrance " you said " I am not sleepy you can sleep on the bed " he nodded and went to sleep . You came in the balcony and sat on the chair . Then you started to speak " hey chanie oppa how are you there ? Are you good up there ? I miss you so much . Please forgive me . I am so sorry " while talking you didn't noticed that some tears fell down from your eyes.

Time skip

It was past midnight you saw the time and it showed 3:00 am . You were still in the balcony admiring the moon . As usuall you were unable to fall asleep . Suddenly you sensed someone's presence behind you back and turned around only to see a half awke jungkook standing. Then he asked " y/n what are you doing here at this time ??" Then you said " I was unable to fell asleep so .... I came here " lying then jungkook said " ok them come I will help you sleep . " and dragged you back to the room . He scratched his nape and asked " if you are comfortable we can cuddle and I will sing a song for you or you can just lay down and I will only sing ." You chuckled at his cuteness and agreed to cuddle . He gave you a comforting smile and layed with you and started singing. 

[A/n - you can listen to any of your favorite song by jungkook ]

After sometime you sleep so peacefully after a long time . This was the first time in the years you slept without taking any pill or making yourself to passout . You didn't had any nightmare . You wanted to be in that moment forever. But little did you know that this was just the peace before the Strom. A Strom that will change your life for forever. 

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