Darker than Love- Book 2

Chapter-44

Chapter-44

Vanessa's POV:

2 days late,

I pushed the tray in anger, I whispered to the maid full of frustration. I whispered, "I will not eat anything!!!!.... Just leave me alone!!!"

Kara, the maid looked at me as she said, "Vaness-.... I mean, Madam please eat something before Master comes back...."

I screamed at her, "I am not Madam!!!! Just leave me alone...." I pushed the tray till it scattered on the ground. I hugged myself looking out of the window sitting on the couch.

He hasn't come back since that day while I had to stay in this room. It's not like I am locked here, but the guards are standing by the door, female guards.

Why he wants me to be his fiancé?

I was pawn all this time, that's why he always had me near around Luna. It was nothing but his plan. I foolishly gave him myself.

I am such a disappointment!!!

I can hear Kara cleaning the mess, soon she left but soon I heard a voice, I heard Martha, "Madam"

I closed my eyes in frustration, I turned to her as I said, "Stop calling me this!!!!!"

She said, "You are Madam of this house now.... If you didn't like it then why you got close to him?"

I just kept my eyes on her, she is right.... It's all my fault!!!

I wanted him to name this relation when he did, it felt like an adjustment ..... like he gets something out of this.

I didn't wanted this!!!

Martha said fixing my hairs, "You didn't wanted to end up like me, all alone and lonely..... But I hope you understand what your words will lead too.... Maybe god agreed to your wish...." She taunted.

I kept silent, Martha added, "That's why the man who didn't used a women more than once.... never trusted any women to be in his room.... Makes you his fiancé and keeps you here?" I looked down as tears streamed down.

She said as she looked at me straight, "And that closet.... look at it, it's filled with brand new clothes.... the female utilities.... a women being in his room in tears and everything..... Last time this happened was when Master Alberto brought Silvia ..." I closed my eyes in frustration.

I said back, "What are you trying to say!!!! Taunting till you get pleased!!!!"

Martha stayed silent looking me, observing my misery, then she whispered, "No.... Try not be Silvia.... You won't like it.... Neither I want Seth to be like Master Alberto..... I am here to beg, I don't want history to repeat.... try not to get hurt and eat something...." She walked out.

She never calls Seth by his name, she always calls 'Master' or 'Master Morris'

But what she means by that just let him do whatever he pleases. Will he will harm if I disagree?

Few hours later,

I saw Seth removing his coat and throwing it somewhere in this dark room. He switched the night lights on, he saw me in this dim brightness.

I saw the light switched on to normal, now everything was clear. He walked to me scanning me.

I am tired actually, I haven't had meal in 2 days. I refused it. I don't know what I want or what I will get from him by doing this.

but I just can't be his doll!!!

Seth was close to me, he soon took a seat next to me, his hands were around my shoulder. I tried to move away but, he kept his grip.

I am starving, my stomach is hurting by lack of food. I still tried to get away from him.

I heard Seth, "Vanessa.... these things will only bring pain to you.... You have to follow my choice!!!"

I glared at him, I said, "You used me.... and now this!!! This fiancé thing is just to keep Luna away ..... and.... to control me....."

I noticed my eyes tears up again. I saw nothing in his eyes, Why am I wasting my tears for him?

I whispered, "Seth.... You can have anyone... but why me?" I questioned.

But he puts a quest by his words, "Why not you?" I looked at him on this without words. What he wants from me!!!

Seth said to me, "I will be harsh if you don't listen to me.... You were already in my bed, what makes you pull this drama?!!!!!"

I felt sharp pain my heart, he always says that... that I walked in his bed, but.... I did... but it all because I felt that way.... I was not using him..... he thinks every women has a to be greedy to be with him.

I got up trying to leave his presence. As I took few steps away from him, My head was spinning because I haven't eaten anything in so long.

I felt myself falling down, my vision got darker, my control of my body slipped from my hands as I felt my legs giving up.

I was grabbed by two large hands, I couldn't hear a thing, neither can I see properly. I felt him picking me up placing me on the bed. I am so tried.... I am thirsty...

20 minutes later,

Seth said warning, "F*cking eat something!!!!" he was furious.

I kept looking down, maybe I made him almost lose it. He grabbed my face harshly, he said with harsh words, "I can shove a feeding tube inside you if I have too.... You decide, you want this to go easy or hard for yourself!!!" His dark eyes made me shiver.

I looked at the food as tears streamed down. I heard his words, "Fine!!!" He said further, "You come here!!!!"

He ordered Tara, I kept my eyes on her. She looks fearful.

Seth pointed gun on her and said, "One bullet.... that's what it takes!!!.... Your each disobedience will lead to death!!"

My eyes went wide, Seth's hands were on the trigger. I whispered, "f...Fine..." the voice finally made it out.

I don't want to be reason for a death!..... She has done nothing, why should she get punished for my bad choices.

I heard Seth scolded her out of here. I tried to grab the glass when I saw Seth helping me out. He puts the glass close to my lips.

He ordered, "Now drink it.... What are you looking at!!!" I had no choice, I drank the juice thinking, Martha was right, I will only make life of people around me hard. I shouldn't let anyone get hurt in this!

I summoned this monster.... I Have to make a deal with him myself.

Next day,

I opened my eyes still feeling little tired, I found his face just in front of my sleeping peacefully.

What a heartless man!

I kept looking at him as myself couldn't believe situation I was in.

I saw his eyes open, we made eye contact. His lazy eyes were diving in mine. He slowly got up trying to place his lips on mine, I turned my face away from him.

This might have angered him, he pulled my face harshly to him kissing me roughly. I couldn't breathe. He broke the kiss after sometime.

He warned, "You are mine.... You gave me yourself, remember about to deal..... I can do whatever I want with you!"

He walked away pushing me lightly on the bed. I saw him getting in the washroom.

His words were right, I made a deal with the devil... there is no way he will go back without my soul. He is going to trap me in his hell for forever.

I have no way!

I knew my situation when I offered him my life instead of Daniel's but... I didn't knew him playing with my feeling could make me this hurt!

I am refusing because I am hurt!!!

I wanted a normal relationship all my life, and now I am stuck with a man who is using me for lust. He doesn't love me.... He just wants me!