Darker than Love- Book 2

Chpater-45

Chpater-45

Vanessa's POV:

Few days Later,

I stood behind Seth as he was getting ready, He haven't touched me since that day. I am glad what will I do if he forces me?

I have no answer, so I don't want that situation to stand in front of me.

Seth kept wearing his watch, he cut his long hairs, Now they have a undercut. He looks hotter than before. I don't know why he did this, but he just said he got bored having the same hair for so long!

I don't care, no matter how godly he looks, I know his true color now.

I whispered, "Till when this arrangement will work...."

I mean about the fiancé thing.

Seth said having a glance at me through the mirror, "My Sugar.... what you mean?" He knows what I mean, he is playing.

I folded my hands in pure frustration. I cannot think of any other way to get out of this sh*t!

I said truly, "Seth you don't love me.... they why!!!.... just because of some kind of obsession!"

Seth towered me all of a sudden, why he is so tall?

He grabbed my neck pulling me to himself, He whispered in my ear, "Your questions will tempt me to do something you are not ready for.... remember what happened when You asked what are we?"

My eyes went wide, yea... I am your damn fiancé right now!!!

His lips touched my cheeks then going down. I tried to form some distance, he whispered, "Tonight.... wait for me...." He left me and walked out of the room, but not before passing me wink.

He likes this control.... he loves it!!!

Vanessa's POV:

But I did... I did wait for him, I wanted to put someone things clear.... I wanted to be free now.

I know it all started because of kindness to save someone, but I won't be a part in his play.

I refuse to be that....

I am no longer willing to let him do as he please. In first time in his life he about to face some Resistance.

Soon, he arrived, I looked at him as he removed his coat. He looks irritated. I clearly noticed the burse on his hand, and the blood splattered on his shirt.

He discarded every clothes that had blood on the ground and walked in for a shower. He is a killer, he does this like it's fun. I see no bother on his face.

I was searching for a human in him like a fool, I thought he would need someone when he had no one, but turns out... But is beyond a child's pain, he took 14 years to himself to make himself in this cruel man.

He was always cruel, he left his mother as a child, his father's death didn't made him depressed but made him hit back harder. He is surely something else.

He got out of the shower with a towel on, He said without turning to me, "Get ready we have a event to attend..." So, that's why he is so early.

I said, "I won't come...."

Seth turned to me as he said, "Vanessa....."

I said out loud, "No.."

Seth said warning, "I still have spare bullets... and I have spare heads to shoot too...." My eyes tears up, He is blackmailing me!!! I walked in the closet as my shoulder bumped into him.

I looked down as I was in front of the dress section, I am trying to control these tears, I don't want to cry... Cries worth nothing to him. I am making fool of myself.

I felt his hand passing me, He grabbed a dress and said, "this one...." I looked at him with watered eyes.

What he thinks he is doing?

He looks at me as he says, "Crying for no reason..." He walked away to his side of the closet. I want to slap him.

He is such a waste for a person.

I have been tricked!!!!

I looked at him furious, I am sitting in front of Seth in a posh restaurant... For a dinner?

I asked furious, "Seth.... what is meaning of this?"

Seth took a bite of the food, he said, "I want a dinner in peace.... you haven't let it happen since we got engaged!!!"

I dropped the fork, I whispered, "We didn't!"

He scanned in pure amusement of my answer, He whispered, "Fine.... Tomorrow we will choose rings..."

I said in frustration, "Can't you understand me, this is not going to work...." My helplessness is pouring out of my eyes.

Seth sat back giving me a reality check, "You better shut your mouth...... If you don't want see my rage in place as this...." Even though this is VIP room, I am fearful what he might do....

I will not take any humiliation lightly.... But at this point what is self respect!!!

I said back, "What will do?..... Kill me!!!!" He got up dropping everything in his hands, I was shivering has his heavy steps made him stand behind me. What was I even thinking?

I felt his hand on my shoulder, he squeezed it with is power. I felt him near my ear, he whispered leaning to my ear, "Vanessa.... Are you really ready for it?" Suddenly he grabbed my neck....

I felt his power over me and my body, I couldn't breathe. I felt like a deer in tigers mouth.

I felt his breath on my cheek, he whispers, "You are mine.... what are you running away from?.... You are acting brave, but are you ready for what comes after bravery....."

I really couldn't breathe, not because of his hands, but because of his aura.

I felt him leaving my neck, he sat near me pulling the spare chair. He was looking at me as I took fast breaths.

Seth asked, "You cannot go back on your words, your life belongs to me..... then what problem you have in being my fiancé..... Are you just dumb or something?"

I looked at him glaring, Seth mocked, "You want to work as maid than pampered as the Madam?..... are you sane Vanessa?"

He sighed as if he got my problem, He said, "Fine.... One thing you want to change about this arrangement...."

I don't want to be your fiancé, but I cannot say that. He will not agree!!!

I asked, "You will grant my wish..... but in return?"

Seth said stern, "yes.... I will grant your wish.... in return be ideal fiancé.... is it that hard, Sugar?" He puts another quest, that I always find weird!!!

I whispered after thinking for a while, "I want to work again....." His eyes darken, he is angry again.

Yea... working may give me a delusion of freedom and I am just walking to it, it may sound immature, that I am believing a delusion. But for someone as me, whose life is worst than nightmare, delusions are better to be trusted.

I cleared my intension, "I get bored... all day in the palace...." I looked down, I felt his long finger lifting my chin to him.

Seth said with a smirk, "You will only work as my personal assistant from now on..."

I felt some kind of ease, at least... I am not stuck in the palace. Yea.... it better.....