Random thoughts about random things

Writer

I'm a writer. I write all sorts of stories. Love, horror, war, etc. I write of love mostly. I write the perfect scenarios. The perfect stories with scenes that you'd only dream of. I write the expectations but they aren't reality. Reality is messy. Reality can suck. Imagine... 2 minutes ago you were laughing and joking about some silly show but now you're crying because she had to hang up and you feel like the good times won't last. You feel like the seconds ticking by are your impending doom. These moments won't last. When I feel that way I shut down... Or I go the complete opposite. I start writing more of those fake romance scenes. Falling in love. Or I write the breakup scenes that can leave anyone's heart aching even if they themself have never gotten their heart broken. When I write... I can put my feelings into words. You can tell when I'm faking them or trying to express the ones I'm not actually feeling at that moment. My writing ends up being more dry. I guess that's the way to explain it. Being a writer is difficult tho... Especially when your audience expects you to just be able to write the stories without difficulty. Well newsflash, it's not that easy. I am working on it more tho... I am trying to update all my stories to the best of my abilities lol. 

-Katniss- 

August 7, 2023