Billy loomis x Stu macher one shots || Book five

"sorry doesn't fix anything!"

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Casey's house was filled with so many teenagers, either drunk or sober. Stu was sober, which was surprising, but someone had to be sober to drive them back home.

Randy was completely wasted, and stu had managed to get him inside of the car before he went and grabbed Tatum, putting her next to Randy before he went back inside to find Billy and Sidney

Stu was being pushed around and groped as he walked through Casey's house to find his boyfriend and best friend.

"Hey!watch the hands!" He yelled as he felt himself getting groped for the tenth time.

He seriously wanted to get out of the party and cuddle with a drunk Billy. Stu finally located Billy and Sidney, but he froze, his eyes widening.

His heart broke in two, Sidney and Billy were making out , clearly enjoying it. "Billy! You fucking asshole!" Billy and Sidney broke apart

"Shit! Stu, it's not what it looks like," Billy quickly said, pushing himself away from Sidney, who looked guilty

"Yeah? Well, it looks like my boyfriend was making out with my best friend. Fuck you, fuck you both!" Stu told them

"No, wait! Don't leave, I'm sorry, okay? Let's just talk," Billy pleaded, grabbing his arm to stop him from leaving, but stu shrugged him off

"Sorry, doesn't fix anything, Billy. I'm leaving and you can hitch a ride with your girlfriend." Stu spat out before he left, holding back tears.

He couldn't cry, not in front of everyone. He needed to get Tatum and Randy home safe.

"Stu! Wait! Please! Doll!" Stu felt the rush of fresh air as soon as he was outside, and he rushed to his car before getting inside and starting the engine.

Stu saw Billy rushing outside, but he left before he could reach the car. Stu's grip on the wheel tightened ,

"Don't cry. Don't cry. You can't cry. Don't cry," stu mumbled to himself , his voice breaking at the end. He took a shaky, deep breath

"Get them home safe, and then you can break down," stu mumbled, his eyes stung with unshed tears.

Stu made it to Tatums house first, and he got her inside safely before he went to Randy's house, which was a short drive.

After dropping off Randy, stu got in his car and started to drive, and he couldn't hold back the tears anymore.

The tears slid down his face as he drove, and a sob escaped him. He knew he shouldn't be crying and driving at the same time, but he just wanted to go home, and he couldn't hold his tears back anymore.

How could Billy do that to him? After everything they had been through?

Stu sniffled, wiping his tears before he saw headlights coming towards him.

"Shit!"
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Billy walked into school the next day, and everyone was looking at him either with dirty looks or pity looks.

The pity looks confused him, and the dirty looks made him angry and guilty. He should've pushed Sidney away. He shouldn't have kissed her back. It was a mistake that he needed to make up for.

He didn't see stu by his locker, and he sighed before he spotted Randy, "Hey! Meeks, have you seen stu? I need to talk to him?" Billy asked

Randy looks at him, and he looks upset, "Did no one tell you?" He sadly questioned

"Tell me what? Listen, I just gotta talk to stu and explain what happened last night, okay? So tell me where he is?" Billy asked, desperation in his voice

"Billy...stu..." Randy took a deep breath, and Billy felt his heart still, worry aching in his chest

"Stu, what?" Billy questioned, "stu was in an accident last night.. After he dropped me and Tatum at home...he didn't make it." Randy told him, and Billy could only stare at him , not believing him

"Stop joking around, Randy. It's not fucking funny," Billy snapped

"You! You asshole!" Tatum shouted, rushing over. She started to hit her fist against Billy's chest , she had tears streaming down her face.

"Are you fucking happy! Huh! You fucking cheater! He's... my best friend is gone...it's all your fault." Tatum sobbed out, and Randy pulled her away from Billy and hugged her, and she sobbed into his chest.

It was real. Stu was dead, but he couldn't be. He was alive yesterday, and he was fine. He was breathing.

"N-no, " Billy shook his head, "it can't be true. He..he was alive yesterday." Tatum sniffled and glared at him

"You don't get to grieve, you cheating asshole!" Billy looked down at the ground

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to cheat on him, I love him," Billy mumbled, tears streaming down his face. He doesn't cry in front of people, but he just found out the love of his life is dead.

"Sorry, doesn't fix anything!"
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Stu's funeral was a couple of days later, and Billy stayed behind as everyone else left.

He stared down at stu's beautiful grave stone. He took a deep breath , kneeling down in front of the grave , placing a flower down

"I know.."He took another deep breath ,"I know that Sorry doesn't fix anything, and I wished that I could've made things right with us.. I wished that I never cheated on you. I fucked up, I know and I'm so fucking sorry." Billy said ,

"I know it won't bring you back but I will come here every single day and I will apologize again and again. I'll apologize for the rest of my life," he added

"I'm sorry, stu."
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Word count - 938

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