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Shhh...

I pulled the Braclets up and I saw it.

Last time I check it wasn't THAT bad.

There were sooo many scars and cuts. Just indescribable.

I pulled my shorts up a little. I was afraid to look. Everywhere on my thigh that I looked there were cuts and scars or burn marks.

I must of scared them. Louis won't want to be my friend anymore. Neither well the other 4.

That's a great start to a new school year.

I put my head in my hands and cried again.

What is up with me and crying at this school. Now I just realized what was up with me and crying. Back at home, I was always the girl that no one could hurt. I was always strong for the others around me. I was everyone's rock. But not that I'm not home, I'm just Fallimg apart slowly but shorly.

I heard a few Pairs of feet steps but just ignored them and continued crying.

"Love what's wrong?" Louis said sitting down next to me and pulling me into his lap again. The rest of the guys say down around me and Louis.

"I don't want you to hate me.." I said removing me hands from my eyes and resting head on Louis's chest.

"We could never hate you, we want to help..none of us could ever stand to see you hurting." Liam said smiling encouragingly.

"You want the truth..." I said

They all nodded and waited for me to say something.

"Alright fine but I kinda have to start from the begging or else it won't make since."

They just nodded again waiting for me to continue.

"When I was 7 there was a fire and my brother saved me but him Andy parents died In it. My dog lived and he's with me now. While the agency was figuring out who I was goin to live with I had a foster dad. He a doused and raped me 3 times a day for 2 months till I went to live with my Aunt Sue and her son. I was always bullied. I'm anorexic, I have bulimia and I have been cutting for almost 4 years now. No one except you Guys know this.." I said and looked up from my shoes.

They were all speechless.

Louis help me tight in his chest.

"Sweetheart you are so beautiful and strong. The second I saw you I knew you were the one. I know this isn't the best time to ask but well you do me the honor of being my girlfriend?" Louis whispered in my ear for only me to hear.

"Yes." I said and a smile appeared on my face.

Louis kissed my forehead.

"Shit! Oh no tell me be didn't do it again crap crap crap!" I yelled getting up and checking the time.

I had left my room 5 hours ago.

"Woah chill out Spencer chill what's wrong" zayn said.

"My dog. Alone, he's like 15. Bad things can happen. I have to go like now." I said and started walking.

"We're coming now hop on we won't be able to keep up with you if you run." Louis said. I walked over and hoped on his back wrapping my legs securely around his waist.

"What building?" NiAlls said while he pulled some gummy bears out of his pocket and stared eating them.

"Building A, 2nd floor."

We got there In about a minute.

I jumped off Louis's back and ran up the stairs.