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Never have i ever...

We all sat in a Circle.

I opened the Swedish fish and set them down in the middle of us.

Niall was eye balling them the entire time.

We all just rolled out eyes.

Harry started.

"Never have I ever...had an all nighter." He said laughting a little.

Me and Liam each ate a Swedish fish.

"Niall made me eat too much candy earlier that day and I couldn't sleep cause I though he was gunna eat me cause I had so much candy in me" Liam stated and we all just started crackling up.

All eyes were on me now. I had to explain.

"Umm this was when I was with my foster dad and I had to stay up all night cause I was afraid he was gunna hurt me while I was sleeping." I mumbled looking at the ground.

Faves of shock and hurt were showing.

Waves if negative energy filling the air.

Harry was biting down on his tongue and he had a look of sad on his face.

Niall no longer looked hungry but hurt. Like someone had taken his food away hurt.

Liam and zayn looked shocked and hey were looking at each other secretly communicating.

But them there was Louis. He had his fists all balled up like he wanted to punch some one or something.

Anger and sadness filled his eyes. His for head creased from worry and consentration.

The next thing I know Niall has pulled me into his lap and he hugging me crying.

"No no no...leprechaun dont, please don't cry.." I say while I use my finger to lift up his chin so he's looking at me.

"I'm absouetly fine now I healthy and that's all that matters now got it?

The past is the past you can't change that, no matter how hard you try."

I looked at him in the eye being dead serious.

You don't know how many times I have tried to change the past, or wishing it would change. But I never would.

***Day dream ***

Henry comes in the door as drunk as ever.

Me and the guys were playing around having fun.

Me and Louis still happily together.

He takes out a gun and points it at me.

I heard the gun blow awaiting my last breathe.

Only for it to not come. I open my eyes and see a dieing Louis in the ground.

His last words were to me.

"I love you.."