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Muffins up

Cheerleading is my way of letting go

That's why I do it so much, to relive my stress and give me something to look forward to.

I hear clapping and I turn around to see Niall.

"I didn't know you could that" he says walking over to me.

"You don't know a lot about me..." I mumble crossing my arms and looking at my show that have suddenly become so interesting.

"You know I'm always there for you right?" He says wrapping me in a big hug.

I manage I to laugh a little before responding.

"I do now" I say and hop onto his back again and rest my head in his shoulder.

My legs are securely around his waist arms and my arms are just above my legs.

I close my eyes thinking about the past few days.

I hear a door jingle and I assume we are inside Starbucks so I open my eyes and climb down from Nialls back.

I feel arms around my waist and I turn around to see a big smiled Louis.

"Nice to see you too." I say grabbing his hand and walking to order.

Niall gets practically the while menu, while everyone else gets a coffee and a snack of some sort.

When it's my turn to order I just get a water.

Louis wouldn't let my pay again and we had a 5 minute argument about that.

"Um spencer when's the last time you actually are some food." Harry says looking at me.

Well now I really have to think.

"I erm I don't know..." I say trailing off snuggling closer to Niall on the bench.

"We can talk later.." He whispers only for me to hear and I nod in response.

Louis gets up and buys a blueberry muffin coming back and putting it infront of me.

"Eat. Now." He says pushing it closer.

All eyes are on me now.

I grab and muffin unwrapping It and taking a small bite from the top.

I quickly sollow it an drink some water to get rid of the flavor.

"Spencer eat at least half please?" Zayn says looking at me worryingly.

I take 2 more small bites before I hear the voices again.

'Don't eat your aldready too fat'

'You look like an elephant'

The voices say.

I grab my purse and drag Niall along to the bathroom with me.

Luckily it's a one person bathroom and I lock the door behind Niall when he comes in.

"Love you okay?" He says pulling my chin up with his finger so I'm looking at him.

" I just can't do it." I say burrying my head in his chest.

"I'll help you sweetie, just remember I well never leave you.." He says a gives me a kiss on the fore head.

"I'll hold you up to that leprechaun." I say and get my purse digging around till I find my mini toothbrush and tooth paste.

I brush my teeth real quick and put them back into my purse zipping it up.

"Ready?" Niall says grabbing my hand.

I nod my head and hobble out fighting the pain from my leg.

I can see the hurt faces of the boys within 5 feet of the table.

Louis runs up wrapping his arms around me.

"Everything well be fine" he says smoothing out my hair.

I nod my head placing it on his chest.

Suddenly I feel the sharp pain shoot through my body again making me crouch to the ground in pain.

A single tear escaped my eye and it landed on my cheek continuing down my face.

I felt arms underneath me and saw that Harry was carrying me.

"Everything's gunna be fine" he says giving me to Laim who then but me in the backseat of his Volvo.

Everyone piled in and I rested my head on Nialls lap closing my eyes.

He smoothed out my hair. But then I remembed that I had no clue where we were going .

"Guys where are you taking me?" I asked with my eyes still closed.

"To get your knee checked out by a doctor." Harry said from the drivers seat.

"No!" I practically yelled and felt the daggering pain go up to my chest and I clutched my chest for dear life.

"Harry go a little faster please" Niall said rubbing my back.