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Part2- happines for them pain for me

It was silent for a moment before I finally spoke up.

"What were you guys so happy about?" I asked while Jake layed down beside me.

I pet his soft fur, looking at the gray hairs coming in along his body.

"Well we tried out for the x-factor and we made it." Harry said practically bouncing up an down.

"Oh that's really cool..." I whispered.

"What's wrong spenc?" Liam said walking over and sitting on the other side of me.

"Going on the X-factor means you have to leave..." I said not finishing.

Realization smacked them in the face and they looked sad yet confused at what they should do about it.

"We could always decline.." Niall Said speaking up.

"What? No! This is your big chance and I don't want to ruin it." I said smiling slightly.

Niall nodded understanding.

"When do you guys leave?" I said barley above a whisper.

" 2 weeks." Zayn replied sitting on the spare bed infront of me.

I got up and sat in his lap wrapping my arms around his neck.

"Shhh it's gunna be fine we well keep in touch love" he said and I could tell he was fighting back tears.

"I told you." I whispered.

"Told us what?" Louis said speaking up from his silent trance.

" I told you that everyone I love leaves me." I said getting up from says lap and sitting beside Jake again leaning my head against him.

They realized I was right.

The look on their faces was undescripable.

They just looked disappointed in themselves. Hurt that they didn't think about that before.