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Drama lama

"It's fine I'm perfectly okay but can we go now?" I said trying to Stand.

Liam passed me the crutches. Harry had put 2 unicorn pillow pets on the top so they don't hurt my arm pits as much.

Zayn and Louis helped me get up while Niall handed me my crutches.

Talk about a workout.

"Harry can you please carry my purse for me?" I said usuing my best puppy dog face.

"Of corse love" he said while grabbing it from the chair.

After 3 minutes we were back into the car and we sat in the same seats with my head on Louis shoulder this time.

The ride was silent but not aquward, we were just enjoying each others company in the most part.

"Spencer?" Harry suddenly spoke up breaking the silence.

"Ya?" I said tired from my hospital trip. See this is what hospitals do to you.

"Can you please start eating again?" He said looking back at me.

"I, I can't promise anything.." I mumbled back.

"At least try" Zayn spoke up.

"Fine.." I said back as I put my head back on Louis' shoulder.

By now we were back and Zayn turned off the car grabbing my purse for me.

I smiled at him as a thanks cause I didn't feel like talking.

Niall helped me out as Liam handed me my crutches.

I shut the door using my arm and with the help of the Guys I started making my way back to my dorm.

Niall carried me up the stairs careful not to hurt my knee anymore than it aldready did.

He made it up the stairs slowly but shorly.

Zayn unlocked the door for him and Niall sat me on the bed.

"I'm in dire need of a shower I stink " Harry said as he sniffed his pits.

"First of that's gross second way to announce it to the world." I finished with a little sass.

"Ya we should all head back and freshen up you good alone love?" Liam said.

"Ya ill be fine now go do some manly stuff" I waved my hand to shoo them away.

The guys walked out the door with a few waves.

Louis was the last to leave.

"We'll be back in like 2 hours, love you." He said waiting for an response.

"Alright see you then" I said back casually.

I can't love him I just can't. Everything I love leaves me.

I can see the hurt in his face as he walks out the door.

"Louis, im sorry I just haven't loved anyone since I was 9. Everyone I loves leaves and I don't want that happening."

I could see it now that he was disappointed.

"Louis-" I began but only to be cut off.

"I though I could break you away from that but I guess your just another player. You don't care about mine or anyone's else feelings" he began trying not to yell.

"Louis you don't understand!" I yelled back tears brimming in my eyes.

"What don't I understand huh? Cause I think I understand perfectly fine spencer" he said just below a yelled this time.

"I was raped Louis, you don't know what that dose to a person! I loved my family..they're dead! But what you didn't know was that I had a sister that was at a friends house during the fire. She was alive. I loved her with all my heart but she was killed my foster Dad!" I yelled back.

I had never told anyone about my sister. Only he, Aunt Sue, and Grant knew.

He looked at me a moment deciding wether or not to believe me.

"Spencer I-" but I cut him off.

"No Louis I don't want your excuses!" I yelled filled with pure anger.

The door suddenly swung open to reveal the other 4 boys.

"We're you guys seriously ease dropping?!" I yelled using all my force to stand up.

"Maybe..." Harry said.

"I'm just done with you everyone get out I want to be alone!" I said shooing them away like birds.

"Niall, you can stay..." I whispered.

The boys faces shoved shock, Anger, and confusion.

"Zany can you stay to?" I said suddenly and I pulled him back.

I felt like I could fully trust those two.

"I don't have anything against you guys I just want them to stay." I said closing the door behind them as they walked out.

"Niall can you get all the pull bottles from my purse please?" I asked as nicely as I Could sitting down on the bed trying to ignore the pain.

I patted the bed indicating for Jake to come up.

During everything he had just layed there and slept.

The only thing that woke him up was the door slamming shut, let me tell you it was a pretty loud door.

Niall handed me my purse with the pills inside.

"Thanks Ni" I said giving him a smile.

" any time" he said giving me a quick smile back.

"Spencer is there any reasen why you wanted me and Niall here?" Zayn asked.

"Cause I feel like I can trust you two most at the moment." I answered simply.

I took all the pill bottles out from my bag and put my bag on my bedside table.

I opened up the bottles and took out the correct amount of pills from each.

I had a total of 13 pills out of 5 jars.

I rummaged through my bag till I found my water bottle from earlier and opened it swilling all the pills.

"Were you support to that many?" Zany said looking at the pills.

I shook my head as a yes.

Please believe me.

Maybe I had overdosed by 3 pills but that's not too many.

Just enough to make you a little woozy and numb.