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Again.

I pulled away from him and got up placing my plate in the sink.

"Louis, can you drive me back to school? Considering I don't have a car and all." I said kinda sarcastically.

"Ya sure." He said grabbing his car keys.

I grabbed my phone from the counter and followed him out the door.

This had been a little tense the past few days; though I didn't notice it until now.

The drive back to my college was so quiet and aquward; he didn't even ask why I had wanted to go.

"Spencer?" Louis said breaking the aquward silence in the car.

"What?" I said maybe a little to harsh.

It's not my fault I almost drowned today gimme a break.

"Listen with me being famous and everything..I have met other people. Me and you grew apart and I met Eleanor. I broke up with her because I was shocked about seeing You .Me and you weren't meant to be spencer. I'm sorry but I'm breaking up with you" he said while pulling into the school parking lot.

"Lou did I do anything wrong?" I said trying to stay normal.

"No I just love someone else." He said parking in a spot.

"Okay." I nodded with slight break in my voice.

"Oh and one more thing, don't talk to me anymore." He said.

I scrambled out of the car and ran to my dorm,'ignoring the pain coming from my leg.

I made it to my room and ran in, considering I never locked the door.

I was now in full tears.

Lies.

That's all my life ever was.

Love.

It ruined my life.

I scanned my room for Jake, only to see him on the ground.

Dead.

Not moving, not breathing,

Not living.

Just dead.

I absentmindedly walked over to him,

And put my hand on his red/brown fur.

He was cold.

He must of been dead a few hours maybe days.

All because I was with Lou-. No I well not say his name. He's the one who did all this.

Why is my life a living hell?

I haven't talked to Grant or

Aunt Sue in 2 months.

My life is crashing down.

Again.