Nick Nelson x reader

chapter 11

Y/ns POV

Time skip to Monday.

Finally were going back to school, normally I don't really like school but the weekend has been pretty boring and Nick has been distant a little bit, like we still hangout but he's been acting sort of sad and won't tell me why.

I was already on my way to school, I was walking with Nick, it was pure silence.

"So, are we meeting up in the library for lunch again?" I ask.

He mumbles and I can't tell a single thing he said.

"Sorry I couldn't hear you what?" I reask.

"Yeah, yeah sorry just woke up tired" he said louder.

"Oh yeah it's cool, we are a bit early we could go inside and go to the library you can rest up we can leave once the first bell goes off" I say smiling at Nick, he just nods.

We walk into the school and run into the library I'm laughing and he's still silent as ever, as we walk to the end of library we sit down behind the bookshelf.

"Nick, I know you said your tired, but this whole weekend you've been so much more quiet than usual, what's wrong?" I ask, holding his hand tightly.

"Look, I don't want to force you to tell people about us but it's weird how you won't tell people even though the main person we were trying to hide it from already knows" he said firmly holding a stern face.

"Oh..well I mean we can tell the school and do stuff at school, I- I just don't want my mom to see post of us, she'll cause another scene and my dad is really strict about dating I don't want him to break us up.." I say looking away from Nick

"So why don't you just block them on Instagram?" Nick asks.

I actually never thought of that..

"Yeah I mean I could do that...but are you sure you want everyone to know something between us is happening" I question Nick.

"Well our accounts are private from outside people so the whole world won't know anything is happening between us.." he replies.

"Yeah..I guess" I say smiling.

We continue to stare at each other for a long time..we just blankly stare at each other.. the first bell goes off we stayed put the second bell went off and we just stayed in the same position.

"Sorry.." I say getting out and running out of library.

I don't know if Nick followed me, but I couldn't care when I was staring at him something felt off it felt like something between us had died.

I walk into form.

"Y/n what have a I said about being late?" Mr Lange yelled out.

"Sorry" I reply.

"No go to detention in the quiet room and if you find Nick tell him he's going with you" he said pointing out of the door.

I turned around and saw Nick walking to class.

"Where are you going?" He asked

"Detention your coming to" I say walking down to the quiet room.

He shrugged and walked next to me but we were both quietly walking next to each other.

We finally walked into the room and picked out our chairs right next to each other it felt like ages before Nick spoke up.

"Are we just going to stay silent the whole time we're in here" he asked.

"I don't know are we?" I reply.

"Look I can tell you felt the same weird feeling while looking at each other and it really doesn't make sense but can we please at least try to get romantic see if it helps?" Nick asked.

I smiled "yeah we can try.." I say quietly, I was sitting on top of a table, he moved the chair out of his way and  stood Infront of me. I started to feel little sparks going.
(TW SEXUAL TENSION)

He grabbed onto my waist and I put my hands around his neck, he brought me into a small peck, we both smiled and I took him back into to more, it felt like we were starving for each other, like we hadn't seen or kissed each other in years, I started grabbing into his hair and his hands were searching my body, we broke the kiss to get a breath, we looked into  each others eyes.

"Do you feel the sparks again?" He asks.

"Yeah, do you?"

"Mhm," he replies.

"Look Nick I really get where your coming from on wanting to tell people I just...I'm not straight like I'm not lesbian but I'm bisexual and I don't want people to see me as this straight girl but if we broke up and I dated a girl I don't want people to find me weird, I haven't been able to tell anyone I'm bisexual because I haven't been able to get into long lasting relationships, but when you brought up the topic of telling people it like freaks me out I guess because I don't want to disappoint you or us to break up and people picking sides," I explained to Nick.

"Oh, I mean I never knew which I mean of course I wasn't gonna know sense you never told me..but I won't be disappointed...I guess I can see where you don't want to tell people I just hate being this little secret" Nick explains.

It felt a little bit nicer to talk about it with Nick, the rest of the time we reasoned out and we came to an agreement that if we had been dating for 2 months that's when we'd finally go fully public unless harry outs us.

It was really nice being able to tell Nick how I felt I hope we can stay like this forever.

2 weeks later.

Nicks POV

Its finally time for the pairs trip and it's five people a room, so its me, Charlie, Damon, Tao and Issac and in y/ns room is her, Elle, Tara, Darcy and Sahar.

Me and y/n sat apart on the bus ride there because we didn't wanna spark Harry's fume so I sat with tao and she sat with Issac. Me and tao didn't really talk we both had our music. My dad called me so I spoke to him he lives in pairs so he speaks fluent French I guess I had never told anyone that so Tao was a little shocked.

We finally arrived there and we went into our room there was a a bathroom I saw another door and I thought it was the closet turns out we had a attached room with y/ns group.

We could actually hangout more than just be out for the whole day..we could even sleep in the same bed..