Exiting the bathroom I walk down the hall to his room it's close by so I take a breath before opening it.
I see Nick laying in his bed under the covers and on his phone, I flicker a smile at him, and look directly at the floor ahead of me, I find his bed under my sight and slide in lifting the comforter.
I can tell I'm staring directly at him, I feel my nerves rushing through my skin it almost feels like I have a heartbeat in every part of my body, every inch of me tingling with excitement and curiosity. I smile and he smiles back.
"Hey princess," he says wrapping his arm around my shoulders.
"Hey Nick," I say my body warming up, it feels like I'm overheating.
Trust. I need to trust.
"What's up?" He says his voice is calm but raspy as he said it.
I'm giggling at this "I can't honestly stop thinking what you want to do tonight let alone this whole week" I smile at him, I see him flush with color.
"I was thinking the same thing to be honest" he said, hearing him say that made me feel okay like as if I was normal for being nervous.
We stayed silent for a moment just looking at each other, I flipped myself to fully face him sitting on my knees, he turns too, sitting crisscross applesauce, he puts his arms around my waist and pulls me on top of him, I wrap my legs around his waist.
We sit in this position for awhile I fondle with his hair staring deeply into his chestnut brown eyes, he's staring directly into my eyes too.
(TW KISSING/HICKEYS/INFERENCE ON S3X)
I plant a kiss on his forehead, he reaches to my cheek and puts his lips against mine, it was a REALLY long make out, it felt like it lasted forever kissing were being strung along from lips to necks to cheeks.
I broke the silence with a stupid silly sentence "Woah you really don't need oxygen do you" I said giggling.
Nick bursted out laughing at my sentence, I mean I'm not gonna lie I couldn't stop laughing either it's nice having these little jokes to break tense moments.
He plunged us onto the bed him holding himself above me, from laughter to pure tomato face, staring at him above me.
Please relax y/n relax you love him...trust him relax relax...
That's all I could keep repeating to myself.
The moment escalated from there quickly and it went pretty far it's safe to say Nick Nelson took my virginity.
I'm glad it was him, I feel safe with him and I feel like this is definitely a new barrier for our relationship. A new trust was formed between this moment we shared it all felt so surreal.
We both didn't really know what we were doing but hey for first timers I would say we did an amazing job, I mean it felt amazing but obviously I don't know his input quite yet and also if it was bad I don't know if id ever wanna know what he thought, sounds silly but I don't wanna be dull.
The rest of the night consist in talking and more kissing it was about midnight and I finally said something I have waited to say for months now.
"I love you Nick, and people should know I love you more than a friend" I spoke quickly but surely.
He gave me a full cheese before standing up and jumping up and down "YESSSSS EVERYONE GETS TO KNOW YOUR MY GIRLFRIEND!!" he shorted at the top of his lungs.
I laughed, after a couple minutes of us jumping we got onto Instagram and made a post with our accounts together.
theprett!est_girlyk & nickzzzz we're proud to say we are boyfriend and girlfriend we have been boyfriend and girlfriend.
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(Let's just pretend that's y and Nick okay?)
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harry.gr33nie : what the fuck mate?
your.lovely_elle : yess!! my favorite couple!!
^ itsonlytara : uh rude
darcyissupscool : YES I LOVE YOU TWO
charlie_spr1ng : so so proud of you guys!
ben_h_999 : really these two?
Honestly I was prepared for the love from my friends and the hate from some rugby boys and their friends but that's okay. Not every relationship has the best reputation but that's not what matters what matters is that it's me and him against the world with each other side by side.
