Hey guys, how are you all?
I'm sorry I haven't updated on a while, but I've been awfully busy.
I've had work, preparing for college, I've been sick, I've had dermatology, I've just started going to Physiotherapy in a hospital an hour away from me and I'm stressed.
I'm really fucking stressed, because as much as I love writing it is just another thing to add onto a long list of stuff I'm doing. I don't know when I'll start writing again, I've had urges to do it but can never be bothered. I haven't even touched Wattpad in about two months.
It's not even about having no time anymore, it's just about bringing myself to do it. I start college on the 23rd and my classes will be every Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. And I don't know when I'll be working. I also don't know when I go to hospital or anything like that.
I'm going to be honest because I feel like I have to be if it means getting people to understand that I want to commit but I can't. I am having a really hard time right now, especially because college is getting closer and I am terrified of being back in school with new people and not knowing what stuff I have to take, I barely know what my course has in it because I'm an honest to God fucking idiot. And I've been really anxious and sick lately and I just can't.
I don't know when I'll update again. I haven't even got a new chapter written out. I have end plans, I have plans for allegiant, but I can't bring myself to write more for insurgent. And I think I've bitten off more than I can chew. And I'm sorry. I'm so very sorry. And I know it isn't that deep, it just a stupid fanfiction, but still.
Have a nice time.
Hollie
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Four x Reader (Insurgent)
Fanfiction{BOOK TWO} After joining Dauntless and running away from her old faction life in Amity, Y/n L/n believed that she had finally found a place that would accept her. She had friends, a boyfriend and a roof over her head. This all changed when Erudite...
