One Chance L.H. { Completed }

chapter 6

i walked into nando's with my face covered by my hoodie. i looked around and saw the guys and of course bitchy the witch. i walked over and sat down next to ashton on the other side of the table of bitchy. when i sat down everyone was looking at me. i just looked down at my feet. then ashton spoke.

"hey alanna is everything ok you seem different"

"im fine"

"alanna can you talk to me outside for a sec"

i just nodded and got up i walked outside with ashton right behind me. when we stopped outside he turned to me.

"alright what's wrong and why do you have your hood up."

i looked up at him and pulled down my hood.

"what the hell alanna who did this"

i whispered luke's girlfriend hoping he didnt hear me but he did.

"what did you tell luke"

"no because she did it 10 minutes before cal texted me to come to lunch"

"well you should"

"why he won't belive me his girlfriend will lie and say she didn't do anything"

"do you know why she did this"

"yep because i did a cover with luke and she assumes i like him"

"we'll do you"

"do i what"

"do you like luke"

"a little"

"hah michael owes me ten bucks"

"you guys betted who i liked"

"yep now back to the subject did she hurt you anywhere else"

i lifted up the side of my shirt and his face started turning red.

"ash calm down"

"why she can't beat you up for something so stupid"

"ash it's ok i deserved it"

"what? alanna you don't deserve this at all. you are a wonderful sweet girl why on earth would you think that."

"because i'm a worthless piece of shit"

when i said that he turned around and walked into the restaurant and walked over to luke. he talked a little bit then they both came outside with the bitch behind them. then they came outside. i looked away so luke wouldn't see the bruise. but ashton had to bring him into this.

"hey luke look at her face and the side of her body."

he walked over to me and turned my face to face him. he looked so worried and mad at the same. then i turned i lifted up my shirt. his look changed to concerned.

"alanna who did this"

i looked away i didn't want to bring him into this. then his girlfriend walked over to his side and acted all concerned.

"omg alanna what happen do you need help"

i looked at her with my face so mad "Oh like you give a fuck since you're the one who did this" i just looked at her and she looked at me like she was so hurt she turned to luke and started to fake cry.

"what the hell alanna i get you are upset but you don't need to get mad and blame kira"

"luke she was the one who did this and i knew you would take her side that why i didn't want ash to tell you but he didn't listen" i walked away and before i walked inside to grab my phone i stopped by ashton."i hope your happy ashton i told this would happen" then i walked inside with tears streaming down my face. i grabbed my phone and cal and mike automatically asked what was wrong when they saw my face. i just looked up and asked for a ride.

"sure come on"

i followed cal and mike to the car and got in the back.

when i got in the car i felt like i was just going to lose it. i did. i sat there crying my eyes out with calum beside me trying to comfort me.

"shhhh alanna it's ok"(c)

"cal no it's not my friend hates me"(a)

"no he doesn't he is just being stubborn"(m)

"mike he hates me and my life is already hell and this is just making it worse"(a)

"what do you mean"(cm)

"my best friend isn't alive anymore i have luke mad at me"(a)

"alanna i'm so sorry for your lost"(cm)

"whatever"(a)

right when i said that the car stopped telling me i was home. i got out of the car not saying goodbye or thank you. i ran up to me apartment and locked myself inside. i automatically went into the bathroom and grabbed my blade i sliced my self a couple times on my other wrist this time. i let the blood go down my arm not caring. i started crying again. i finally cleaned my wrist and went to lay down in my bed.after a while i ended up crying myself to sleep.

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i woke up to my phone ringing. i answered not looking at the caller id which i regretted instantly.

"hello"

"oh hey whore how is it stealing my boyfriend just so you can have sex and leave"

"i didn't steal him and i don't even like him"

"please bitch you probably convinced him to break up with me"

"wait no i didn't i won't even talk to him right now"

"oh you will regret what you did watch your back bitch because i'm coming for you"

with that the call ended. i felt tears falling from my eyes. i wanted to just kill myself because what is there to live for since everyone hates me. i walked into the kitchen and opened a drawer. i looked at the stainless steel knifes thinking why am i even alive. i picked up a knife and started to cut my wrist a couple time then my apartment door opened. i looked up trying to hide my wrist and knife but ashton had already seen it.(she gave him a key awhile ago trusting him with it). i had tears running down my face. i just looked at him then i remembered he can stop me from a knife but not with pills. i think he noticed me look at the cabinet to my right because he spoke up.

"alanna don't please"

but i didn't listen i made a jump for the cabinet but he was faster. he got to me when i was trying to open the pill bottle but i couldn't because i was too weak. i held on for dear life determined to get it but he was stronger and got it out of my hands but they flew in the air and the bottle busted open on the ground. i looked at him.

"why couldn't you just let me die"

"because you shouldn't want to die"

i was about to say something but all the guys came running in my apartment. they all looked at me and then the pills then they noticed my wrist. because now blood was running down my arm because i cutted them deeper than usually. i tired to run to the bathroom but ashton grabbed my waist and carried me to there apartment.

"ashton let go of me i don't want to live anymore"

he didn't say anything he just walked into someone's bedroom and held me till everyone else came in then he closed the door and locked it then he put me on the bed.

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sup :) i know you hate me for this but oh well