Chapter 21

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I woke up to people talking.

"Calum shut up we are trying not to wake her up" Luke whispered

I opened my eyes and sat up.

"Oh you're awake" Luke said looking at me

"mhm" I said while stretching and yawn

"how are you feeling" Luke said sitting down next to me.

"I'm better now" I said Resting my head on his shoulder

"good well are show's over you ready to go back to your apartment" Luke said

 "sure I'm  going to miss you" I said with a tear running down my cheek.

"I'm going to miss you too Alanna" Luke said hugging me.

I cried into his shoulder. After about 30 mins we left. Luke slept with me in my bed while the boys slept in their own beds.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(morning)

I woke up with luke cuddling me. I grabbed my phone and scrolled through twitter before getting out of luke's grip. After I freshened up I grabbed my guitar and went in my living room. I grabbed my notebook from the kitchen and started on some song lyrics. 

I woke up around 9:00 and it was now 4:00 in the afternoon and I had just gotten halfway through with the song. Luke and the rest of the boys went to their concert at 12:00. while I was trying to figure out the next bit The boys walked through  my front door.

"hey Alanna what'cha doin" Mikey said sitting beside me

"Trying to write a song" I said playing a few cords on my guitar.

"what do you have so far" he  said 

I started playing the song


Young love, close the chapter, there's no ever after
Fell fast, ended faster, yeah
Late night conversations, led to complications
Now my heart is in my hands

Cause you walked out and left me stranded
Nothing left but picture frames
And I just keep on asking myself

How'd we drift so far away from where we left off yesterday?
I'm lonely like a castaway
Heartbreak that I can't escape, a sinking ship I'll never save
I'm lonely like a castaway

All your screaming whispers, slip right through my fingers
But these memories linger on
Eyes closed, all I see is good times disappearing
And I'm trying to hold on


I stopped playing at the part I ended at. Michael took my notebook and started talking and writing stuff down while the rest of the boys sat down looking over me and mikey at my notebook.

After a while of writing we finished the song and called it castaway. I gave the song to the boys because I wasn't going to use it for anything so I let them have it to put on their next album. We left the house after finishing the song and went out to eat.

we ate at nandos then drove back home. When we got back I changed into my pj's and went to bed. 

I woke to people talking. I got up walked out of  my room. when I walked out of my room the guys were sitting on the couch writing on a piece of paper. when I closed the bedroom door they all looked at me and tried to hid the paper.

"what are ya'll doing" I said

"n..nothing" Luke said

"ya'll are hiding something" I said sitting next to luke

"ummm....we gotta go pack bye love you" Luke said running out of my apartment with the boys.

"we'll that was weird" I said to myself.

I walked back into my room and took a shower. When I got out I changed into a Sidemen hoodie, Black ripped skinny jeans, and black converses. I dried my hair and straighten it. After putting my makeup on I grabbed my phone and walked over to the guys room. I knocked on the door and after a few minutes Luke opened the door.

"hey alanna" Luke said

"Luke you are leaving right after your concert today and I want to spend time with you before you leave let's go do something" I said

"yeah let's go" Luke said grabbing my hand and walking off.

We walked to a cafe and order some hot chocolate. We sat there for an hour just talking. Then we went home because luke had to get ready for the concert. I grabbed my guitar and sat down on the couch then I noticed luke had left his notebook with all of their songs in it. I grabbed the book and looked through them all before I found one and started playing It. It was called Lost in reality.


 You throw me around like your rag doll

And throw me away like your cigarettes
And pick up the pieces of whatever's left of me,
They're yours to keep
A million and one ways that I've tried
To turn it around, leave it all behind
But every time you turn out to be
One step ahead of me

Lost in reality
I can feel you in the dark when I fall asleep
All that's in my head are pictures of memories,
Words that you said to me
Hey hey Hailey, won't you save me?
Bittersweet chemistry
I can't escape you anywhere, even in my dreams
All that's in my head are pictures of memories,
Words that you said to me
Hey hey Hailey, won't you save me?

Under all the lights in the night sky
You drift away, then you disappear
Counting the days 'til I bring you back
To me, eventually
And my strung-out heart needs your angel eyes
Then tear me apart and I'm hypnotised
Let's pick up the pieces of whatever's left of me,
They're yours to keep

Lost in reality
I can feel you in the dark when I fall asleep
All that's in my head are pictures of memories,
Words that you said to me
Hey hey Hailey, won't you save me?
Bittersweet chemistry
I can't escape you anywhere, even in my dreams
All that's in my head are pictures of memories,
Words that you said to me
Hey hey Hailey, won't you save me?

Lost in reality
I can feel you in the dark when I fall asleep
All that's in my head are pictures of memories,
Words that you said to me
Hey hey Hailey, won't you save me?

Lost in reality
I can feel you in the dark when I fall asleep
All that's in my head are pictures of memories,
Words that you said to me
Hey hey Hailey, won't you save me?
Bittersweet chemistry
I can't escape you anywhere, even in my dreams
All that's in my head are pictures of memories,
Words that you said to me
Hey hey Hailey, won't you save me?


When I finished the song I heard my door to my apartment close.

"You ready to go Alanna" Luke said smiling at me.

"yeah and sorry I just was really bored and wanted to play a song" I said putting my guitar down.

" it's ok but let's go" Luke said grabbing my hand and pulling me out the door.

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Hey guys sorry I haven't updated in two weeks i have been really busy lately and I may not get one out this coming weekend because it's halloween but I will try my best. SOUNDS GOOD FEELS GOOD IS AWESOME. 

Riddle:


Many have heard me, but no one has seen me, and I will not speak back until spoken to


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