BET

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"What did you just say?"

Yunho stared astonished at Mingi, eyes stinging with the want to tear up.

Yunho was hanging out with some of his juniors after his last class and was explaining something related to his modeling major. More like mentoring them how to pose for specific themed photo shoots. He was touching one junior's, named Jisung, chest as he was instructing him to spread and widen more but Mingi happened to see him which lead to yet another spark of jealousy igniting from the older.

As they were arguing like they would normally do in such occasions, Mingi accused him of losing feelings.

Losing feelings!

"Losing feelings? Really Song Mingi? Me? Losing feelings? Do you think my 5 year devotion and loyalty to you mean nothing to me? Are you honestly thinking that I don't love you anymore?" Yunho laughed with no humor but disbelief. Yunho loves Mingi and he would do absolutely anything to not lose him, but to have the love of his life doubting his raw love?

Mingi has never accused him of that before. And it might look as a meaningless argument to an outsider but to Yunho that felt like a stab in his heart. He has loved Mingi unconditionally ever since he was 13. To have him questioning his feelings?

That's too much to handle.

Yunho couldn't hold his overflowing emotions, they decided to leave his body in the form of tears.

Mingi on the other side, was definitely grumpy but to make his fiancé cry? What kind of a man is he? He swore to protect him but when he was the one hurting him how was he going to protect him? He felt disgusted with himself. Lowering his head in shame he mumbled an apology.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He repeated again. When he saw Yunho trapping his trembling lip between his teeth and his eyes still producing more tears he felt like crying himself. He strolled towards the younger. "Yunho.." he whispered with shame evident in his tone.

Yunho looked up at the pink haired boy. "Mingi.. I know you're insecure. Can't tell why but I know and I'm being careful about it. But you have to also compromise. I can not keep fighting with you because I looked at another boy or because I touched someone that is not you or the guys" Yunho breathed in hard before he continued. "I love you too much to go away, but stop pushing me. You're pressuring me to an uncomfortable extent." The younger rubbed his teary eyes as he wailed loudly, his fist covering his eyes.

Mingi's blood ran cold at the innuendo that his ways could lead to the biggest heartbreak of his. His palms covered his face as he mumbled more apologies. His tears also rolled down, it was hard to imagine; he doesn't want to ever come to the point of actually living it. Especially not when he would be the reason why.

Mingi kneeled in front of Yunho, wrapping his hands around the boy's waist and pressing his face flat on his stomach. Yunho leaned down as well, wrapping his own hands around Mingi's head, kissing the pink hair.

"Yunho I am so sorry. I love you so much that it makes me feel like I am not enough. It makes me insecure cause I always freak out that the boys you interact with will make you realize how much I don't deserve you" Mingi confessed, breathing in harshly the liquid his nose released.