I Love... You? LxLight (boyxboy)

Part 3

Wow I got 3 votes so much quicker than expected! I am so happy you enjoy this crap! To be honest I changed it more so it will actually have a story line! XD And there's gonna be conflict in part 3! ;3 Anyways enjoy it and 3 votes on this for part 4 ;) ~Me
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Ls P.O.V.
Raito pushed me down against the bed, while ripping off my shirt with his teeth and I gasped out from small excitement, "D-Didn't you say we sh-shouldn't be doing this anymore?"

He took the shirt off and stared at me for a second, "So you want me to stop, Ryuuzaki?" I looked deeply into his brown eyes and mumbled, "No...That's not what I mea-" He interrupted me, "We just have to be more careful with Matsuda and others and I thought we were just getting started?"

His eyes showed deep lust that I suddenly became afraid of. They almost reminded me of eyes that could easily be Kira's. I don't want that to be true. He can't be Kira. He's the only person in this world who could actually understand me. But could Yagami-kun really be Kir-

"Ryuuzaki?" He worriedly looked at me while pacing his finger tip on my chest, up and down, and I slightly trembled. His touch made me greedy, lusting for more of it.

"I don't think this behavior is appropriate now, you were supposed to sleep," I mumbled out while gently pushing him away. I got up and turned off the light and sat down in the chair while he stared at me in a confused manner.

"So you simply mean you don't want this? You don't want us?" He furiously hissed out, while not making any eye contact with me in the dark.

"I never said that Yagami-kun," I answered calmly while he continued to hiss, "You feel it too don't you? You feel it too don't you?" It upset me greatly seeing him in a state like this but I finally could see that I can't play a game like this with Kira. I can't risk my feelings going too far.

"Of course you do! You started it yourself! You're the one who kissed me first! You're the one who wanted to pleasure me!" He shouted out at me in great fury. I just merely stared. I didn't know what to do. He's right. I brought those feeling out on both of us. I kissed his lips and chest willingly. What have I done? I let feelings get in the way in this case.

Right now he was staring at me with sadness in his eyes, as if I used him. The light beam from the window was on his face now and I could see every detail of his face. He looked broken. But I didn't say anything wrong. Did I?

Lights P.O.V.
Did he just refuse me? Refuse my warmth? My lust? Right now that idiot is sitting on a stupid chair watching as if he has done nothing. What is happening? A few minutes ago he showed me he loved me? Why stop now?

"Say something, Ryuuzaki! Don't just fucking sit there!" I snarled out in annoyance. How dare he. He thinks I'm just some toy? Some toy he can kiss when he wants and throw away when I want him?

"Yagami-kun, I have theories you may be Kira that you already know of. Right now you're the only suspect-" I couldn't take it anymore and I ran up to him and shook him, "You're still on about such nonsense! I told you I'm not Kira!" "But there's small percentages you migh-" after he said so I slapped him really hard and without knowing so tears went down my face.

"You said you loved me! What is this all of a sudden?! Change of mood?!" He stared at me back with bored eyes while I was expecting him to kick me back any moment but he didn't. He stayed silent.

I let go of him and mumbled, "What is wrong Ryuuzaki? Why can't you love me?" I got my pajamas top, buttoned it up, and got into bed. My whole body was turned away from him but my eyes were wide open waiting for response.

Ls P.O.V.
Right now I've hurt him so much. I can't keep doing that. I don't want him to hate me. But what if it is just an act? He saw me first go crazy for him and he could just use that moment for his game. I grasped my head with my hands as I started to have a headache. I need this one question answered;

Yagami-Kun have you ever told a single truth since the day you were born?

But he is right in a way even if he's Light or Kira, that it's my fault that he has deeper feelings for me now. Should I ignore my instincts? Well both my instincts now are to hug him now or to ignore him simply like what I'm doing.

But he's Kira. I know it. There's many things that show it.For a while I stared at Lights turned over bulk and thought to myself would he really hurt me? The way he got so emotional in front of me. I'm not sure anymore of anything nowadays.

*The Next Morning*

Lights P.O.V.
When I woke up, I saw something very queer. It was Ryuuzaki lying beside me. He never did so to be honest as he mostly sat on that chair. Was he telling me something?

"Good morning, ready for work?" I tried to say but instead a hoarse croak came out that indicated I cried. I quickly cleared my throat and repeated my question and he turned around his head towards me and calmly said, "This bed is quite comfortable don't you think?"

I clenched my teeth and ignored him just as he ignored me, and put on my clothes.

He got up alongside me and we both went to the bathroom, in which I cleaned my teeth while he sat on a closed toilet seat staring at me.

I got really frustrated so when I spat out the tooth paste, I furiously mumbled out without making eye contact, "Are you trying to infuriate me?"

He shot a confused look that I saw in the mirrors reflection, that made me blush. "No, why?" He answered. Annoyance shot up on my face. Did he really think it's okay to act like that? To ignore all the feelings that were between us?

I rinsed my mouth with water, turned around, picked him up by his shirt and shouted out at his face, "Do you really think that making yourself forget about my feelings towards you and forgetting everything that happened between us will make anything better than you're wrong, Ryuuzaki! You're only hurting me more unless that's your plan!"

He shot a very boring look towards me that quickly caused pain go through my face which caused me to let go of him. We both just sat and stood there, me looking away from him, and him staring at me.

He suddenly stood up, came closer to me and whispered to my ear, "Raito, I do love you, but right now I am fighting with myself if you really are or are not Kira. So please understand".

And walked off tugging me behind him, speechless.