I Love... You? LxLight (boyxboy)

Part 10

Last part! Thanks for votes and reading! Hope you won't get angry at me for the ending! Now read my children ;D ~Me
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Lights P.O.V.
Momentarily my eyesight was blurred and I couldn't make out what I was doing. What's happening?

Slowly bit by bit I could start making out my surroundings. I noticed my hands were grasping tightly at something. What could it be? I started feeling the surface around the 'thing' I was grasping.

Ryuuzaki?

My vision got better and suddenly I could see a corpse staring weakly at me. Yes. It was him. A grin crossed my face. I knew he would die. I started chuckling. That chuckle turned into a laughter. Soon after I was hysterically laughing to myself.

I can't believe he would use such a method to kill himself. Killed by his lover huh?

That makes me wonder, did he kill me in the Death Note too? I shook off his body and grabbed the Death Note from the desk and read;

L Lawliet dies at 6:24pm from being strangled by the person he loves.

I don't think this will kill me even if it says 'person he loved'. Even if it does I've won Ryuuzaki! You died first. Not me. You.

It's quite funny how you didn't even have the strength to kill someone you 'loved' so deeply even though they betray-

Thud

"Ryuuuuuuuzakiii!" I shouted out hysterically while collapsing to the floor. "Ryuuzaki" I breathed out hoarsely with tears falling down my cheeks. I grabbed his dead body and hugged it tight against mine and wouldn't let go. "I love you Ryuuzaki! Don't leave me alone! Please be by my side again! I'm so sorry!" I moaned out.

My grasp at his corpse got even tighter and my head began to spin.

What's happening to me?

I let go of his numb body and got to my feet. I don't care about that idiot at all. Why am I acting like this? Right now I just need to kill off everyone here and go to hiding. And if anyone tries to stop me I'll just kill them off. Oh yeah and Misa can help me. It's fine. Fantastic.

Once again I fell onto the ground on my knees while grasping my hair violently. What am I talking about?? Ryuuzakis dead! Nothing's fantastic. I lost him! I can't do this anymore! Why is this happening?

Bang

Matsuda suddenly bashed the door open and said, "Sorry to interrupt but L-san told me to be here at 6:30pm!" He was violently searching around the room and suddenly caught sight of me, "Raito-kun? What's happening? Where's L-San?" I suddenly burst into violent crying while he just saw the body of Ryuuzaki. He came closer to Ryuuzaki's body while trembling violently. "Ryu-Ryuuzaki?" He gasped out.

His whole face contorted from sadness and pain into anger when he caught my eyes. "Youuu....." He drifted off with an insane look on his face. Swiftly, Matsuda took out his gun and, with his hands shaking, pointed it at me. "What did you do to Ryuuzaki-san!" He shouted at me as if I was some scum.

"Matsuda, listen. I didn't do-" "Liar!" He cut me off with a shout while tears ran down his red cheeks. "I trusted you Raito-kun! We all did! Why did you kill him like this! Why!" He changed his gaze to Ryuuzaki and stared at him sorrowfully.

I tried to get up to get the Death Note but Matsuda shouted out "Don't move! I will kill you!" "Matsuda I have the proof that Ryuuzaki killed himself and that I didn't do anything! Look!" I got up and grabbed the Death Note while opening it at the right page and passed it to him.

He stared down at the page and read aloud the words, "person he loves." He scoffed and wiped his tears from his eyes while staring at the corpse. He mumbled out under his breathe, why not me?

I couldn't believe at what Matsuda had just said. Did I imagine it? "Matsuda what did you just say?" He gave me a glare and shouted out, "I loved him! Yes Raito-kun! I loved him very much! I would've been better then you!" I choked on my own tears. Didn't he say that he wanted us to be together? Didn't he say he 'shipped' or whatever Ryuuzaki and I?

"Matsuda what nonsense are you talking about?" I breathed out hoarsely. He placed his finger tighter on the trigger and shouted out with even more tears rolling down his face, "I was happy when I saw you guys together. I stupidly thought to myself that there might be hope for him to be with me since he is just like me. He likes guys too. I didn't think you'd last long but yes I did pretend to ship it just to make him happy."

"How would that make him happy? He didn't care about you." "Shut up! Don't you think I know that? I know I am stupid! I know I am useless but I was just hoping you know?!" He suddenly collapsed down and hugged his legs. He was mumbling something under his breathe, which I ignored and tried to grab the gun that now was weakly laying on his hand.

When I was just about to grab it, he hastily got to his feet and screamed out, "I need to avenge him!" And once again pointed the gun at me. "Matsuda, listen-" "No Raito-kun! You listen! You had to kill him! Even if Ryuuzaki-san wrote it down himself in that book that I have no inkling about how it works but I'm gonna guess it has some magical way of doing what the writer tells it to and you still caused him to write that down! He wasn't suicidal!"

He started to get on my nerves so I leaped at him, "Matsuda stop this shit-"

Bang

I fell to the ground. Did he shoot me? Impossible he would never.

I turned my head to look at Matsuda who was trembling against the wall but it wasn't him who shot me. I noticed I had his gun in my hands. I looked towards the doorway and a person was standing at it.

Aizawa-san.

He was still pointing his gun at me.I suddenly harked out blood from my mouth which landed below my lower lip and dripped down onto my neck.

I was losing my vision too but even so I slowly dragged my right hand upwards to point it Aizawa-san to shoot him but instead another bullet went through my forehead and my arm abruptly fell to the ground.

In the distance I could hear Ryuk laugh and say, "I didn't even have to put you in my Death Note, Raito".

Is this really it for me? After all good I've done? What's gonna happen to me now?

                        THE END