Love caught up in my throat(Nagisa x Kaede)

18

Kayano

It has been a few weeks since my date with Nagisa, and we haven't been spending much time together at all. Either as a group or alone, we were both occupied with our own things. It's better this way, after all I have to act on my plan very soon. My revenge...it will soon be in the palm of my hand

I have been vomiting flowers more and more now, almost every hour I'd vomit the bloodied blue flowers I both loved and despised. I know Nagisa would never love me back, he only sees me as his friend, and he's too busy planning ways to kill Koro-sensei to notice how much I love him. It's better this way

It's not like, I'll be staying in this school much longer. The pain in the back of my neck has become more and more unbearable, but I endure it, just like I endure everything else.

I just keep reminding myself, this is for my sister. And that's enough motivation for me to go through the day with a smile on my face, despite the pain I feel. The pain from the tentacles in my neck, and the flowers in my throat. Everything I do is worth it, WILL be worth it, once that damned octopus is dead.

I can't think straight these days, my thoughts keep getting darker and sometimes I have a hard time processing my thoughts. I'm anxious as well as excited, to enact my plan, and kill the monster who took away my precious sister.

I just have to endure, like I always do, for I few more days

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"And that concludes today's lesson!" Koro-sensei said with his permanent wide smile. I sit in my desk quietly, keeping to myself. I've been quiet and unassuming for the past few days that I've made my classmates concerned for me, knowing I wasn't usually like this.

"Kayano! Want to go with us to the new Karaoke bar that opened up? I hear they serve lots of good sweet food there!" Okano said approaching me. I gave her a tight smile and shook my head "Sorry, I have something I need to do" I declined. "maybe next time"

She looked disappointed and worried for me. "Oh, ok" she said before going over to Kanzaki, Rio, Okuda, Hara and Fuwa.

I looked around us and found we were becoming less and less as everyone prepares to leave the classroom. Nagisa was still seated, looking at his notebook with his brows furrowed. I smiled, knowing he was reading over his new tactics for an assassination attempt.

"Just go over to him and ask him out, like he did with you" came Karma's voice. I jumped out of my seat and whipped my attention to Karma, who looked half bored and half amused, hands in his pocket. I didn't even sense him approach me

"A-ask him out? W-what? Hahaha Karma you're so funny" I faked a laugh as my face turned red. Karma smirked and I can see the gears in his head turning. He placed his hands on my shoulders and spun me around so I was facing Nagisa again. Karma Akabane just what are you planning?!

"Yo! Nagisa! Kayano's got something she wants to ask you!" He loudly declared catching the eyes of our classmates who still remained. They looked curious and amused.

I turned even redder when Nagisa looked at us and his beautiful blue eyes met mine. "I-Uhh umm uhh" I stuttered as my eyes traced his features. "N-aa-g-gisaa" I choked out.

I heard Karma snicker behind me, making me elbow his ribs. He gave a yelp which satisfied me

"What's wrong?" Nagisa looked at me worriedly, he stood up from his chair and went over to us, Karma kept his hands on my shoulders with a vice grip, keeping me firmly in place. Damn you Akabane!

"Nothing's wrong" I managed to say calmly. "Just that..well...remember a few weeks ago when we went out and had a really good time? Minus the, you know, the end of it where I was vomiting everywhere?" I gave a nervous chuckle. Nagisa awkwardly smiled "Yea how could I forget that?"