Tonight, you said more words to me than you have in weeks.
I feel your eyes on me all the time.
I force myself not to look anymore.
In a way, looking into your eyes say more than your actual words.
Especially these days.
I can tell you still care, even if you don't try to.
I wish I didn't care.
Why is it that I can't let you go?
You slipped through my fingertips and down the drain so you shouldn't be in my mind making me lie awake in the middle of the night wandering through my never ending thoughts.
Yet here we are.
How I wish this weren't the case.
I can't help but to wonder if I cross your mind in the middle of the night or random parts of the day.
I can't help but wonder if a certain song reminds you of me.
I can't help but wonder if you look back on memories of us and wish we could go back.
I doubt you do.
But I can't help but wonder.
How I pray for this to go away.
