Something that hit me hard was if it costs your joy its not worth it.
draining job,
draining friends,
draining drama,
it all felt like I was standing and watching my life move in slow motion.
I felt so lost and empty.
Slowly and surely, I pushed away the people in my life.
The loneliness was rough.
How does one go from being popular to so alone?
Almost a year later, I finally found peace in the silence.
Sometimes, I still feel numb from the pain people have left behind.
I used to carry the weight of everyone's worlds on my shoulders until it came to the point where I didn't care anymore.
I protect my peace now.
it's better this way.
