Zenori: Apart Yet Not Far...

Late SeriMano Nights Pt.1

⚡Zenubasa POV

It's not been a good day...he's seriously damaged. This cult had messed his mind up and it's pretty apparent. We got into a little of an argument, he believed that I was having an affair and talking shit about him to this secret partner. I had a stressful day at the studio and dealt with some stupid shit with the company...so I snapped at him, I said things that I seriously regret and I know that he's the same.

"Bun Bun?" I heard as I sat in my office chair. I look over my shoulder to see my husband teary eyed, peaking his head out of the door. I sighed, it's been a long day. I motioned him to come inside and he did so, walking towards me and sitting down on my lap. He wraps his arms around my neck, I grab some tissue and wipe his tears. "I'm sorry Basa-chano, I didn't mean anything that I said. It's just that I saw you laughing on your phone I didn't bother to ask who it was. I'm really sorry." He said in a slight whisper.

I gently kissed him and smiled, "I know you didn't mean that at all. I wish you would have more trust in me to see that I would and could never do something like that. I had a stressful day, and I was thinking about how you would make it all better for me. I didn't mean to snap at you and say that shit to you my love. I'm sorry for that, I know that those words hurt you." I tell him. He sulks and rests his head on my shoulder.

"I don't know why I doubt you, why my mind goes to that all of the time. I'm sorry, I do trust you, honest. I love you so much Bun Bun. I just can't stop not accepting that you would want to stay. I don't want you to leave me." He whimpered to me, I stroked his head, "And I'll never leave you, I'll always be here and will never walk away from you. I love you too Kuroja, please understand that." I tell him, he nods.

I think it's about time for a vacation. "Do you want to go on vacation with me? I just bought this place from a friend of mine, so we can stay there for a little while then whenever we're ready to leave we can go home." I asked him.

He raised his head and looked at me, "Really? The company needs you." He says to me, you never wanted me to take over the company love...it's like you're settling. I look at him with a saddened expression. "I think this vacation will be good for us, we're more honest with each other when it's just us and we're relaxed." I explained to him.

He nodded and went back to lay his head on my shoulder. "Is my favorite person tired?" I asked him, he shook his head. "I just want you to hold me...please." he whispered, I smiled softly and wrapped my arms around his waist, keeping a secured hold. Why do I have the feeling that he's hiding something from me? Is he thinking about leaving me but is unsure about it? Is someone trying to get into his head and brainwash him?

He's settling, which isn't like him. He never wanted me to be involved with my family's company and was very hopeful and happy about me putting music on the back burner. He talked to the management team and decided against the entertainment industry and is more focused on his art..yet he's barely doing that. Is he losing his passion because of me? "I want you to be happy. I want to know whatever is going on with you and whatever is on your mind at any moment. So all that I ask of you is to be honest with me once we get to SeriMano." I confess to him.

"Is that where we're going?" He asked me, I nodded. "It's beautiful, it has to be one of the most beautiful and calm places that I have ever seen. You're going to love it Kuroja. I think you should bring your art supplies with you so you can go at it whenever you want to. They also have a karaoke machine." I explained to him, I heard a small 'okay' then I said, "They have a personalized bakery on the top story." He shot up with a wide grin..this cutie.

I kissed him, he kissed me back. I've made up my mind. "Once this vacation comes to an end..we might stay in the area if not in the house itself." I tell him, "What do you mean?" He says a bit surprised, "If you want to, we can move there and just start over and become whatever we think is best, whatever makes us the happiest. Of course we'll bring the kids along." I explained.