[healing]
i met a boy..
not so much as met, i've known him. we just started talking.
not just any boy, but i feel like the boy.
i'm such a mistake, i can't even follow my own my own priority rule.
DO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH A BOY.
the crazy thing is, he makes me want to live. the even crazier thing is that he loves me too...
Forget my rule.
he called me beautiful.
the only boy to do that out of no where.
i was just talking to him and he goes,
"I forgot to tell to something", and i reply with an obvious,
"What ?"
then he says, "you're beautiful"
he literally makes me smile the biggest and actually makes me go to sleep happy.
i told him i have depression, and he said
"You're perfect the way you are"
he doesn't say i'm "too skinny"
like everyone else.
he makes me happy.
i don't tell him everything bad in my life, i think i'd scare him off.. but i promised him i would be his girlfriend when school started.
i'm not going to break a promise.
especially not a promise to him.
he is the first thing on my mind when i wake up, and the last thing before i go to sleep.
Therefore i will actually go through harder chemotherapy, in my strongest attempt to be healed.
if that doesn't work, then at least i really did try.
if him and i don't work out, then i have continued living for no reason, other than family, and friends.
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one year
Short Storyeliza lives her life knowing she only has one year left to live. the cancer is taking her over, and she's not going to fight it. and she's not going to tell anyone (other than her parents). this is her story. lowercase intended
