How I see you| Seungin✓

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"Just chill out ok!" Jisung shouted as he just over the bed with the letter in the air.

"Jisung, please don't I don't even remember what I dreamed about!" I shouted back

"Yeah jisung it's an invasion of privacy his dreams are none of our busines." Felix argued, defending me as usual.

"Ugh fine, but I'm telling you, there's not a thing in that stupid letter that could make jeongin hate you." He said as he jumped back to my side of the bed, handing me the letter. Rolling his eyes at me of course.

"Yeah, whatever you say." I said as I put the letter back in the box once more.

"Oh shit!" Felix snapped. As he hopped up, grabbing his bag.

"What?" Me and jisung asked simultaneously.

"Chan!, Me and him are having dinner in 5 minutes, fuck this is like the third time I've been late!"

"Oh shit alright I'll get the car started." Jisung said as him and Felix ran for the door. Jisung turned to me on his way out.
"You're totally innies type don't worry." He winked before Felix grabbed his shirt collar, dragging him to the car.

(...)

I laid in the middle of my bed, starring up at my ceiling fan. I thought about those dreams. As sick as it made me to think about. I still enjoyed the initial memory. Who am I kidding, I still have dreams about him. Not all of them clean but I would never write them down now or even try to remember them when I wake up. So maybe I had made progress. Maybe.

I tilted my head to the side. There it was. The box with every embarrassing thought and idea of my best friend I've ever had inside. I stretched my arm out, just reaching it. I sat up against my headboard placing the box on my lap as I opened it.

I grabbed the top letter.
"Jeongin wet dreams"

Ugh.... I am a perv. Great.

I slipped the letter out it was light pink, with a piece of tape folding it together. I tore it off. My brows furrowed in Surprise as a small photo fell out

I busted out laughing, jeongins smile was just so cute. He looked exactly like his nickname suggested, like a squishy loaf of bread. I miss his braces. His school uniform. He's always been so handsome. Since day one.

My smile faded as it hit me. How could I put such a nice picture with such a disgusting letter? I took a deep breath as I put the picture on my dresser and picked up the pink note. Preparing to lose more faith in my self.

Jeongin I had another dream about you it was pretty similar to the last one but this time we were in my room instead of yours, you where still in your black boxers, but you were on top this time.

Ugh I hate myself-

Unlike last time when I was holding you down. I'm not really sure what I like better though. I feel like I want to say I prefer you on top but it might just be because it's more fresh in my mind idk I guess you'll have to pick. I can never hear your voice though, I hope when I confess than I'll be able to hear you make those sounds for me. If you want.

"Wow.... I really was delusional." I said before crumbleing the paper, throwing to the other side of the room. Confess, yeah sure.

(...)

I wiped down a couple more tables as I waited for those five minutes to pass than finally my shift could be over.

I heard the little "bing" of the bell as someone entered the cafe. I didn't look up, thinking it was probably just another random customer. But no, it was chan?

He made a beeline straight for me as soon as his eyes met mine.
"Oh shit." I mumbled. Great Felix's jealousy ridden simp is here. ugh.

"Seungmin." He called as he laid a elbow on the counter.

"Uh, hey chan whats up man?" I asked as I continue to wipe the counters impatiently staring up at the clock on the wall.

"Chan-"

"No, don't defend him I know he was out with jisung again last night he was late for our date for third time in a row. Felix doesn't act this way unless he's with him." He said sounding more frustrated than I never heard him before.

"Listen man I know they're both your friends, but if Jisung puts his hands on Felix I'll know about it, so if you know anything tell me now so I don't have to make a scene." He said it have a matter of factly but I can feel the underlying threat in his tone.

"Listen chan, Felix really loves you. he's not into me, or jisung or anything I promise it's just you."

He furrowed his brow at me. It was silent for a moment.

"Ok I think you seem like a lot more honest guy than jisung so I believe you. Thanks seungmin." He said before a large smile took over his expression leaving deep dimples, As he walked out the cafe. Winking at me on his way out.

"What a weirdo."

As I threw the dirty paper towel in the trash Bin I looked up at the clock. Finally I can go home. As I said goodbye to my manager and one of the waitresses "Lia" I got a phone call from jeongin. I answered of course.

"Hey what's up innie I just got off work, perfect timing."

"Oh ok great! I was wondering if you want to go to lunch with me and hyunjin?"

"Uh, you want me to interrupt your time together?" I didn't necessarily hate the idea but it didn't exactly make any sense from his perspective.

"Well.... that's the thing y'know Both hyunjins parents have passed.... so he wants me to meet his only brother."

"Ok.....and why do you need me, that nervous?"

"No just hear me out, hyunjin showed me a picture of him and he's super pretty I think he's your type for sure."

"Oh no, no, jeongin no-"

"Oh c'mon please do it for me~" he whined

"In what world do you think I'm going to be attracted to a hwang?"

"Oh calm down he looks nothing like hyunjin, he said they're actually half brothers just as beautiful though."

"Ugh..... fine but I promise you nothing good will come of this."

"Aaww thanks seungmo you're the best, it's gonna be at "Bangpd wings" at 2 ok?"

"Yeah, yeah I got it."

Ew.