How I see you| Seungin✓

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I knocked on the front door of hyunjins apartment. I waited for the door to open and to be met him jeongins beautiful face. Sadly I was greeted with something else entirely. Hyunjin. He leaned in the door way looking me up in down with an irritated expression.

"What do you want, sungjin? He asked.

"Uh it's seungmin.......and Im here for jeongin we're going out to eat, I just got a raise Actually." I explained to him. He laughed.

"Oh that's nice what'd they give you 30 cents more?" He smirked. It took everything in me not to knock his ass out that exact second. I rolled my eyes.

"Can you just tell jeongin I'm here." I asked unable to hide the irritation in my voice.

"No, he's not going anywhere tonight." He said as he started to close the door. I immediately shoved my foot in the door, stopping him.

"Jeongin told me to pick him up at seven, so I want to see him myself." I demanded.

"Listen barista, I don't know where you got the idea you have any right to see jeongin but you don't, he's not going anywhere tonight."He snapped before his death stare he was wearing, turned into a smirk. "And If you want to know so bad, jeongin can't come out because he's busy getting himself ready for me, sorry no dinner tonight broke boy." He said before Slamming his door in my face. "Rich peace of shit." I muttered.

I took a deep breath. I picked up my phone to call jeongin. He didn't answer. I called him again, no answer. Shit. I knocked on the door again, banging on it for at least a full minute. No answer. My heart started to race, I knew jeongin wouldent had canceled on me and even if he did he would have called me or come out and tell me myself. I tried to catch my breath as I thought about what hyunjin said, was he telling the truth? I mean he had to be, why else would he keep him from me. Unless he's angry with him over something. He could be putting his hands on him right now. He's hurting him. One way or the other.

As I got to my car, still trying to catch my breath. My head was aching. My heart burned like hell. My phone rang. I grabbed it out of my pocket. Jeongin. "Oh thank God." I said as I answered the call.

"Jeongin, jeongin? Are you ok!?" I asked hastily as my hand clutched down on the stirring wheel.

"Yeah, I-im fine Minnie." He sniffled.

"Oh God innie." My eyes started to water. "Did he hurt you?, Just tell me innie I'll get you out ok, just say the word." I told him. I heard his cry from the other side of the call.

"No, n-no it's ok." he sniffled again. I'm fine I promise, my throat started hurting, I-I think I've got strep, I don't want you to get it ok."

.....

"Jeongin?"

"Yes?"

"I love you, you don't have to be afraid....... just tell me."

"I love you too Minnie, i-i have to go, bye." My heart dropped. He hung up.

(...)

As I woke up the next morning I immediately picked up my phone again, calling jeongin. But once again no answer. I called again. "Fuck innie please be ok." I muttered to myself. He answered.

"Hey Minnie, I'm happy y-you called." He said in the same sad voice from last night.

"Of course jeongin, I told you I loved you I meant it, please tell me to come get you, I don't want you in there any longer." I couldn't stand the thought of him being there, I hardly survived my breakdown from last night.

"I told you Minnie I'm ok, you don't have to worry, but I would love for you to pick me up I'm so sorry about last night." He responded.

"No no don't apologize, you didn't do anything wrong, you didn't have to lie to me jeongin........I would have done anything for you."

"Aww please Seungmin y-your gonna make me cry, you're so sweet."

"I'll be right over innie."

"Ok I'll be down stairs when you get here."

"Ok."

(...)

As soon as Jeongin hopped in my car he leaned over giving me a long hug. As we pulled away I put my hand under his chin to look for marks or bruises.

"He didn't hurt you?"

"Please Minnie let's not talk about this anymore." He said as he looked forward towards the windshield. I grabbed his hand.

"Alright........ let's just get to the house, have you had breakfast yet?"

"No." He replied sheepishly.

"Then I'll order us something to eat, ok?" I smiled as I squeezed his hand. He smiled back.

"That sounds great."

(...)

I smiled, content as I watched jeongin finish his last pancake. He looked so happy. His cute cheeks completely filled as he smiled up at the TV.

"Was it good?" I laughed, clearly knowing the answer already.

"Oh, yeah it was delicious, thank you Minnie, you're the best." He said before he leaned into me, kissing me on the cheek. My ears immediately burned bright red.

"s-so what do you want to do today?" I asked.

"Can we just hang out here?, I really don't feel like doing anything."

"Yeah, yeah of course, that sounds good." I replied. He smiled as he scooted closer to me, cuddling up to me as he pulled my blanket over us. I gulped as he nuzzled his nose under my jaw.

"Uh a-are you cold, innie?" I asked.

"Hmm.....no just a bit tired, you don't mind if I take a quick nap do you?" He asked, looking up at me with his deep brown fox like eyes. I felt like I couldn't breathe. Was I breathing?

"No, of course not, you can sleep as long as you want, do you want to go lay in my bed?"

"Oh sure, you really don't mind though?" He asked, eyeing me suspiciously. His thick bottom lip jutted out. Maybe it wasn't a good idea to have him in my bed. Just his expressions were enough to make me want him. God, I wanted him so bad too.

"Yeah, it's no problem." I reassured him.

"Ok, thanks seungmin, I won't sleep too long." He said as he picked up the thick fluffy blanket and made his way down the hall to my bedroom.