Love Blooms

- extra 4 🔞 -

for context, here's a quick timeline:

- tighnari and y/n made out, started dating + drunk night at the tavern

1 day later

- ayaka sends the letter to you from the kamisato household

1 day after

- first time

this chapter is about y/n and tighnari's first time :) if you're uncomfortable with nsfw content, click off now! thank you <3

you sighed and looked out the window, pen in hand as you looked at the clouds floating across the big blue sky. it was beautiful, and you couldn't help but get lost in thought.

it had been 2 days since you and tighnari began to date, and of course he asked you in the middle of a steamy make-out before both of you met at the tavern to play tcg and hang out with your friends.

ever since you both began to go out, tighnari had been oddly distant from you. he went so far as to wake up even earlier so you woke up in an empty bed. as much as you craved his warmth, it was understandable (and admittedly mildly irritating) that he was probably as nervous as you were.

but a part of you had a new craving, a very new emotion that you didn't know where it came from. you wanted him, and you couldn't fathom why there was a new voice telling you this, but here you were waiting for tighnari to come home.

knowing that he wouldn't be home soon, you sighed deeply to yourself and tried to focus on your writing. soon enough, you entered a trance where your pen went on auto pilot. a part of you didn't realize you were getting carried away until you snapped yourself out of it an hour later and when you looked down, you had written tighnari's name instead of the male lead. not to mention you were writing a small spicier scene than what you normally dabbled in. you blushed, erasing tighnari's name and re-writing the male lead's name. but a part of your mind got curious, beginning to act out the scene but replacing both of your characters with tighnari and yourself. 

damn... if only-

you dropped your pencil and slapped yourself in the face with both of your hands, rubbing your cheeks out of embarrassment. no! Y/N you cannot be fucking serious right now! you groaned, picking your pencil back up and focusing on your writing. i can't get distracted, you already know that tighnari wants to take it slow.

but then... we almost had our first time a few days ago... NO! Y/N! stop!

"Y/N?" you flinched and looked in the direction of the man responsible for your state. he tilted his head in confusion, "... are you alright? you look really flushed." he dropped his bag and placed a hand on your forehead. "is it too hot in here?"

you moved tighnari's hand and stood up, wordlessly rushing to the bathroom and locking the door behind you. tighnari stared at the door in confusion, was he imagining things or were you really flustered? was it something he did?

something in him looked at your work, seeing eraser marks everywhere. he got curious, skimming through your writing and that's when it clicked.

oh.

he got flustered, noticing how his name was faintly written underneath the male lead's scribbled name. the scene wasn't exactly innocent either, and he chuckled at this. i guess i did do something.

tighnari, as much as he wanted to laugh and tease you about it, felt really glad. he was glad that it wasn't just him suffering for the past few days. it was for the sake of his sanity that he got up early in the morning to leave, trying to flush all the dirty minded thoughts that he had dreamt of the night before. he didn't want to push you, he absolutely didn't want to force himself on you just for his urges.