12 may
I've never felt like this before. I have never felt so alone. My heart has been shattered into a million little pieces that no one could put back together.
Honestly my life isn't worth living, it isn't worth the pain anymore, I'm tired of it.
My brother is the only thing that I care about, my only purpose. I love him more than anything, he is my everything. What would I even do without him?
I guess it's clear to me now. I don't want to live like this anymore, I feel like a tree that has began withering from within.
So the question is, is this thing so called living worth all the misery? I don't want to deal with all this pain anymore at least not alone, when I had Tom by my side he'd help me ensure this miserable life in a good way. But without him I can't.
He was the only thing that kept me alive for the last few years and if he doesn't care about me anymore, what's the point of living?
I always feared we'd come to a disagreement or get into a big fight that would end with us drifting apart.
I am terrified that we will lose contact with each other but my only reasurence was that I was simply overreacting...
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Don't jump
FanfictionIt's story is based on the song "don't jump" Bill has always been scearde of getting into a fight with his twin brother Tom. Bills only reasurence was that he was simply overreacting and that it was just another one of his stupid fears. But was he j...
