Don't jump

Why did he say that?

20 may

Tom hasn't come back home yet after the fight between him and Gustav.

Gustav wasn't mad anymore but i guess Tom still is.

I have been trying to call him, several times but he has not answered. Not even once.

I took my phone out of my pocket. I won't give up until I know he's okay.

I dialed in his phone number and call him. I could feel my pulse starting to pick up pace.

What should I do if he doesn't answer? I haven't heard from him in two days. I have been feeling very stressed.

What if something bad happened to him? And that's why he hasn't been answering my calls.

"The person you are looking for cannot answer at this time, please leave a message after the tone" said the voice on the other end.

I decided to try to call him one more time, not that I think he will answer just because I called again but I was too worried to even care.

-Stop calling me!

Tom screamed

- TOM! are you okay, I've been trying to call you but you haven't been answering.

I said with happiness in my voice.

- Don't try to act like you care, you don't care about me.

He said but this time with sadness slipping out his voice.

-WHAT DO YOU MEAN! I care about you, I've been terrified all day yesterday and today!

I shout back.

I don't understand why he thought i didn't care about him. I care about him more then anyone.

He didn't answer but I heard him sigh.

-Tom, come home.

I told him.

My hands started to shake and my eyes were watering.

-Tom please.

I said with a shaky tone.

He still didn't answer. But I'm not going to hang up until I know he's fine and that he was on his way home.

-Tom? Hello? HELLO! Damn you hung up on me.

I just started crying more and more. And my hands were shaking like crazy.

I love Tom so much, he is my brother, my twin, my friend, my best friend he is my everything. I hate not being close to him without knowing where he is or if he's okay. It has always been me and him. He was the reason I hadn't given up on life.

I dropped to my knees and lowered my head and cried into my palms.

After sometime Georg came out of his room and saw me sitting on the floor crying my heart out.

- BILL?! What Is wrong!

Georg shouted as he started running towards me to help me up.

He took me by the arm and lifted me back to my feet.

I looked down at the floor because I didn't know what to say to him.

He led me to the living room and sat me down on the couch. He sat down next to me on the couch and put his hand on my back.

-Bill, what is going on?

He asked me in a serious tone.

-Nothing.

I answered him quietly without looking him in the eyes.

-Bill, I'm not stupid, I can tell that there is something bothering you.

Georg said.

I didn't answer I just sat there still looking down at the floor. I was ashamed, I didn't want him to see me like this.

*Georg's POV*

- You don't have to tell me if you don't want to but, but I'm here for you, okay?

I said to Bill.

To be honest, I felt a little hurt. Does he not trust me? I've tried to talk to Bill about this many times but he doesn't seem to want to talk. And of course that's okay, if he doesn't feel comfortable enough to tell me, he shouldn't.

-Sigh, it's about Tom.

Bill said but he was interrupted by a large bang that came from the hall, It was Tom who had slammed open the front door. Bill turned his head towards the hall and looked at Tom.

He jumped up from the sofa and ran towards Tom and hugged him tightly. But Tom didn't hug him back. Bill released Tom and asked

-How are you, are you okay, have you hurt yourself?

You could barely hear what he was saying, but I could tell that Bill was worried.

Tom looked at Bill but he didn't look happy, he looked angry, but why?

-Stop Bill, I can't stand you.

Tom shouted to him and pushed Bill away from him.

Bill took a step back. I was confused and so was Bill. Why was he so mad at Bill? Otherwise, he usually watches over Bill like a hawk.

-Sorry.

Said Bill with a nervous tone.

- YOU ARE TOO MUCH,
CAN'T YOU JUST GO!

Tom shouted to Bill who looked completely devastated.

-What is your problem?

I asked Tom with anger.

Tom dropped his gaze from Bill and looked over at me.

- HA! Should you say.

Tom said back to me.

- You just ran off without saying why and Bill has been trying to reach you!

I yelled at Tom.

-And why should I care?

Tom asked me in a rough tone.

- Because he's your brother!

I replied to Tom in the same tone.

-I DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM!

Shouted Tom.

Wtf did he just say!? I looked at Tom with a disappointed look.

I looked over at Bill he looked like he was about to faint, he was shaking and tears were running down his face i felt so bad for him.

-Bill hey look it's okay.

I said trying to calm him down, but he ran up the stairs to his room he slammed the door shut.

- What the hell! What do you think your doing.

I asked Tom.

He looked at me with rage at first but then he started to realize what he had just said.

He looked down at the floor, you could tell he was embarrassed. As he should be, if you know Bill you know how much he cares about Tom.

Tom looked up from the floor at me with a worried look. I shook my head and walked past him, making sure I bumped into his shoulder.

-FUCK!

I heard Tom yell from the living room.

Why did he say that?