I'm So Sorry... (Antisepticeye x Reader) Book 1

Chapter 5

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(Y/N)'s P.O.V

You could practically hear a pin drop after Chase told them I was awake, the silence almost deafening before it got too loud way too fast as everyone but Dark and Anti came rushing over to check on me and say how happy they were that I was alive. I thanked them quietly, my voice raspy from the medicine and the sleep I had just awoken from. Henrik then quieted everyone down when he saw my heartrate spike from how overwhelmed I was getting, making me sigh in relief. 

"What was it like?" Mark asked as gently as he could so he didn't upset me. I thought for a moment before telling them everything I could remember with as much detail as I could. "You know, most people wouldn't remember any of that especially as vividly as you described it. That in itself is extraordinary." Dark said with a small smile on his face. "Stop trying to butter her up, you poor excuse for an ego!" Anti hissed, glaring at the taller male. "What were you arguing about?" I asked, Anti's gaze moving onto me with anger in his eyes. "None of your damn busi-" "We were trying to decide whether or not you should stay here." Dark interrupted the glitch, causing the latter to get angrier than he already was. "Obviously they don't want you to go, especially Anti, but it is still your choice." Mark smiled at me, making a hinting motion at Anti with his eyes. "I could fuckin' care less about where she goes, I just care about what my brothers want." Anti growled and crossed his arms, glaring at everyone else. "We want what's best so... maybe it is better for her to go with Mark." Chase spoke despite his saddened look. I didn't say anything about it, knowing they were probably right.

"Then it's settled. Sean can pack her stuff and Mark can bring it over. I will escort her to the mansion." Dark stated with a satisfied smile on his face. I could practically feel Anti's blood boiling over losing to Dark, one of the ceiling lights shattering above me from his fury. I put my arms over my face to shield it from the broken glass, gasping when my arm got cut. I wasn't expecting Chase to shield my body with his own, our eyes locking as he grunted when more glass shattered. I felt the heat rise to my cheeks when I fully realized how close we were, unable to take my eyes off his baby blue ones. It was only when Chase was ripped off me and I was staring into Anti's furious eyes did I truly feel fear as his eyes then locked onto my wound, a snarl escaping him. As more lights broke and the room darkened, Anti's heterochromia eyes seemed to glow from his rage. "Why make it a big deal when she should be dead anyways?!" He roared, picking me up by the throat with a sick grin. His grip tightened when Chase stepped closer, a whimper escaping me before I was suddenly dropped, a needle in Anti's neck, an empty syringe in Dark's hand. 

I didn't get to say anything more as Dark grabbed me and held me close to him before teleporting to the mansion, his eyes showing no emotion.