"Why are you doing this to me" Drew says softly
"I'm not doing anything" I say as I can feel myself getting more angry. His face changes as my voice raises. This breaks my heart. I dont want to see him like this. Sad, dissapointed, hurt. I knew in...
Waking up today in the morning was a challenge, I wasn't hungover just kind of feeling like shit as well as not wanting to go to set at all. It was 6:45 in the morning my memory. It wasn't foggy from last night. I remembered everything, especially that one moment.
Text Messages to Mila
Drew
you are so lucky you don't need to be on set today
Now I can have something to look forward to throughout the day, as I knew she was definitely still sleeping and wasn't going to answer. I got ready quickly and got an Uber to Milas apartment where my car was still parked. When I got there mine was the only one still there so I knew i was gonna be the last on set. Perfect way to start the already shit morning.
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user1: take me in your car.
user2: are you better
RudyPankow: get your ass on set! *liked by DrewStarkey and 12.6k others*
MadelynCline: we are waiting Drewy liked by DrewStarkey and 10.6k others*
KiaraOlly: seeing you soon liked by DrewStarkey and 1.4k others*
user5: what?
user6: is she coming there??
user7: NOOOOO why is she coming
user8: bro its too early your post notifications woke me up
DrewStarkey: goodmorning
user8: I'm gonna pretend I'm not freaking out right now and hit you with the simple you're paying for my melatonin pills
Right before I was going to leave my car I got an ungodly amount of texts from Kiara about her coming here in 2 weeks. It was something that I honestly wasn't looking forward to anymore, not sure I ever really was but I owe her an explanation. She somehow wasn't mad about the night before how I turned my phone off and ignored her calls and messages. I mean I didn't tell her the whole truth. I said my phone died we were at a party and I didn't have a charger. She didn't lose her shit which was weird but I guess she gets it, she gets she's on thin ice with me. I was correct when I assumed I was going to be the last on set. Rudy was there before me shockingly but good on him. You could tell we were all tired and I guess hungover from last night.